hello~ just finished my last midterm for math (which means what's left is my FINAL!! >_< ), yeah, i feel good...cuz i'm done w/studying for math. therefore, i can start studying for chem n econ over the weekend, final week is dec10-15, my god, i have TWO finals on SATURDAY!!! SATURDAY!! cant u believe that? sigh~ (altho many people have finals on saturday too)... but these are going to be my first finals on weekend, alrite.
i did alrite on my math midterm, the worst i can get is probably the average or a bit below average, so..i'm happy.... everything around the average score is considered good (more like a GREAT! in my case)...=P... heehee, i dont even dare to tell my family what my actual score on my first chem midterm!! >__________< HORRIBLE!!! the thought of chem and what i got on my midterm used to haunt me and depress me so bad for like..a month...it was very annoying and depressing...sigh~ but after slight improvement on the second midterm, my nitemare is gone.. i dont feel as bad when i think of my chem score.... yea...whew! since we're talking about chem, lets talk about chem lab... somehow i do labs very well since i was so experienced from taking 2science classes in my senior yr of HS.... so u'd notice others' carelessness on their labs,etc. or let's just put it this way, some of them may not even know the names of common lab equipments!!! ARGH!! for example, someone in my chem class didnt know what watching glass, test tube, buret, pipet and a volumetric pipet are..... hmm..... interesting, eh? i'm sorry, not trying to be mean..but.. it happened.

my roomie asked me..why is my name "sun" and not like, "moon"? or even a name of a planet? haha... i was surprised that..she was interested about the origin of my nickname... well, i've been using sun ever since i first used internet. i still remembered that i was thinking for a nickname to use in a TWese chatroom. i thought of the chinese term for "sunny day", but i didn't like the pronounciation of "sunny" as a name (sunny sounded a bit gay to me if ur gonna use it as a name)...so... i went for "sun". from then on, it became part of me: one of my identities. and some even call me "sun" in person and translated "sun" as what it is in chinese "the sun", but, the original meaning of it was really "sunny"..heee...oh well, i'm used to be called "the sun" now..hee... it's alrite... that's rite, i'm the "little sun".

remember i brought a set of dolls of the 2main characters in monsters inc.? ^_^ i brought them to my dorm, and now my roomie and my friend want them...gosh...u dont know how they.. grab them from me... -.- |||| yeah... and my roomie slept w/kitty (james) last nite... sigh, u see, some of college students are childish...tsk tsk tsk... (altho i'm the one who brought them..hee)

anyways, it's been so cold lately.... okay, i'm serious, COLDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!! soooo windy!!! >__< its like, as windy as if the wind could kill u or freeze u to death, okay~ my god, i came back biking from class at 7pm, it took me about 5mins to return to my dorm from class, and i was so so so cold over the interval of time..shit...and i was already wearing wool hat today (well, i have short hair, okay, hafta protect my ears...=p ) i was all shivering...sigh... see, another good reason to shop!!!! ^+++++^ ho ho ho.

yeah! i finally saw monsters inc.!! ^-^ cute cute little movie.... and i brought a set of plush dolls of the 2main characters of the movie...^^ well, i told u i liked one-eyed mike even before i saw the movie.... well, and saw the one, it wasn't as good as i expected...idont know, it could be my taste or my problem. anyways, i wasn't as productive as i predicted over the weekend..heee....^^||| didnt study at all again...my god, i'm really turning my breaks into vacations..hm....that's bad.... well, i'm about to study now..just to make up for it... still got lots to catch up on....>_< sigh....

gasp!!!! just found out that... i'm already having one midterm this fri, another midterm next wednesday, and after those two, i'm have FINALSSSSS!!!! >___< oh my!!! ::::catching my breath from the shock:::: sigh.... yeah, everything will be done in 3weeks...my goodness.... college sux!! argh, gotta go back to seriously study now...ta!

halo~ yup yup, so how's everyone's thxgiving?? lotsa food?!! i suppose! ^_^ mine went pretty well. this year's kinda special and different for me cuz..i didnt spend my thxgiving w/mah family, with HH and some friends instead. yeah, i really start, no, not start, i have already noticed a family-like feeling or should i just label it warmth in HH...^^ hee, yeah, since we live pretty close too, i guess, the feeling of that will grow. anyways... (JJ, dont be jealous, u r part of the "family" too...ccc )

well, i finally saw "My School Mate, The Barbarian" my favorite male singer- nicolas tse tonite..... it...SUX!! sorry to say that aloud, but it really sux.... i was very disappointed, although nic was in it...but but but...i just couldnt stand the movie... gosh, why can't filmmakers just put in some effort and not just hard sell the good looking-actors/actresses in the movie? come on~ ............ it's okay, i still have lotsa hope in monsters inc., it's gonna bring back my passion n cravings for movies again.

happy thxgiving, guys!! ^.^ it's sooo cool to have 3school days in a week, awww~~~ feel sooo good, u have no idea how good and happy i am this week. and that's why i had time to go see 2movies in a row!! yeah... nice holiday, man! never realize how lucky i was when i was in HS being spoiled w/day offs so often, sigh. forgive me, man.
okie, enuf of junk talks... wut was i gonna say? forgot now... anyways, just went to yesasia to buy CDs, will be receiving two korean CDs by Yoo Seung Jun in 2-3weeks!!! YES! well, he's awesome and totally cool, not very cute-looking, but...i like his rapping and dancing style, alrite. he's talented in his own special way!

i'm going to HH's house tmr to join her thxgiving dinner...^^ hehee and i already had a turkey dinner w/mah family tonite... since most of us won't be home tmr nite...and the rest of the time, i better study and hopefully will do better on my next midterms coming up in 1-2weeks...>_< horrible! gosh, they just keep coming back...my god....

i haven't seen monsters inc., argh!!! i can already sense that it's gonna the best movie among the other two i already saw....but but but, most of my friends have already seen it, i'm still waiting for a company...anyone wanna join???

i went to see K Pax with a group of friends tonite and just got back home around 12midnite~ hehehe, my bro will be so upset and think that i'm so playful if he knew. well, i was gonna study at nite, then was convinced to go see harry potter, however, someone decided not to go and i was kinda pissed. and later on, they said lets go watch K Pax (since harry potter had already started before we made up our mind!) cuz my friend and I were disappointed at others' decision. yeah, so we went for K Pax instead. plus, my roommate was watching her favorite epiosode on my computer, it wasn't possible for me to study in a nice and quiet room anyways. i want to see Monsters Inc., i already like the one eyed dude (Mike) without seeing the movie or knowing what the movie is about. ^^||| weird, and i dont like disney character easily (not before i see the movie, okay)... yeah, so it must be good! can't wait to see it with someone or some friend who is willing to fulfill my..hmm...little want by going with me? hehee...okay, enuf with monsters inc., i gotta write down what i think about K Pax before i forget by tomorrow..hehee..^^||
yeah, K Pax is quite cool and..heart-warming movie. it was actually better than what i expected. i found myself so into the movie so often when i felt my fists pushing against my legs or the handles,etc..hehe...yeah, i enjoyed it. but, please dont...expect it to be a really good movie, cuz.. diff person has diff standard in judging, so, i dont wanna spoil the fun or disappoint u after u see the movie if it doesnt turn out to be as good as what i felt it is.

hmmm, back to academics, well, i got my grade on my econ midterm, i did SLIGHTLY better this time and the overal class average dropped dramatically, which makes my grade close to the average....heee.... i was disappointed that it was close to the score on my previous one, but...i think i did improve. cuz the class did bad too.
yeah... like 2more midterms that i need to find out tomorrow....:::shivering::: i dont know, i'm just..very nervous...cuz.i studied, at least i tried my best to study as in..controlling myself. (my god, why am i like a wild child now? so uncontrollable nor serious about education anymore...what's wrong with me!!!>_< ) SIGH....can someone just slap me? thx.

okie, gotta go to sleep now..have class in like 7hours...aiya...nite

went to play badminton and worked out with friends last nite, quite refreshing! haven't enjoyed sports in a long while... thank god i'm done w/my midterms, or else i wouldn't be able to leave my studies! yeah, so now i can feel a bit of muscle sore...oh well...i still like the feeling after working out, it's like, u can feel ur physical strength thru exercising....

yay~~ i'm going home on wednesday!!! YES!! ^____^ NO SCHOOL~~~ yayayayayayyayaa~~ ::::tears in my eyes::::as u can see, how much i "like" my school and classes...>.< yuck! anyways, i just need more free time to catch up with my classes, i'd better! so i'm gonna use my thxgiving vacation wisely and productively. I...I..i..betteR!! (hopefully!!! pls, god~ help me!!) okay, i shall return to my hw now, laters!

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i went to "stream of praises" with the same good friend(initial: HH) i went with yesterday...^_^ awww, good music, better view, and better overall mood of the crowd. ^___^
i dont know, have been far away from God for quite a long time, i notice it and do feel bad about it for not..doing anything to change the situation. hmm, maybe, i'm really selfish ba. that's why. anyways, i'm trying to go to church as often as possible to bring myself closer to God again.
okay okay, enuf of my spiritual problems.

my friend in UCB and my dad kept telling me to transfer to berkeley. before i would consider it, but now, i would say NO, i'm surviving on the edge of passing my classes in UCD now, what would happen if i suddenly have to adopt to another new environment and more competitive system?? OMG~ no way!!
and, tell u what, i know for sure that i'll so regret of what i'm doing now in freshman year (being lazy and so it hurts my GPA!!!)....argh....it's such a sad topic, let's...move on.

oh oh oh!!! today when i was at HH's house, her dog is SOOOOO adorable!!! ^________________^ i already miss her!! she's so CUTE!! aww... i miss her tummy and her fur... although she gets really hyper sometime and licks me on the face (my first time being licked by a cute little puppy!! ^^ so its cool) anyways, yeah, the world is beautiful again..hehe....=p (despite the effort and time u'll need in order to keep a pet in ur home!!) so i'll just stick to keeping small animals,such as rabbit or hamsters, at home now.

feel so good today! ^_^ cuz i'm DONE w/my second round of midterms!! yay~~~ i dont know why, i still looked all mad after taking my last midterm as if i still had lots to catch up on, weird.
anyways, i'm sick!! argh, having flu la~ my voice changes, now it sounds so weird...^^||| hehe, and went out with 2good friends to a christian concert in SJ called stream of praises, it was good!! ^_^ i felt quite relaxed attending it. and we went to see a movie called the 13th ghost, it was pretty good too. although disgusting and scary sometime, but i like the idea and the end of the story. such a relief to know that u wont get scared anymore at the end of the movie~ hehehee...^_^

i heard this eng oldie song in a friend's car today, the lyric went like this: would it be my fault if i can turn u on? would i be so bad if i can turn u on? when i kiss ur lips, i wanna taste it.
yeah, something like that, what an interesting lyric. ^.^
okay, i'm gettin real tired now...so take care, y'all!
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hey, how r u all doing? ^^ i dont know why but i'm in a good mood now when i know there are 2 more midterms for me by friday!!!! (sigh, i'm weird, i know---NOT!! i'm just unique!) well well well, i dont know... just feeling good and the world seems beautiful to me again!....^^ i guess....that's what u get after u go thru serious studyings and stress..hahah... but i'm fine..physically, despite the runny nose i have.
oh, btw, u do not know how much i hate chem now!! hate memorizing the equations/formulas/relationships of different objects..OMG!!! >_< i'm so going to flunk my chem midterm again!!! argh~~~ ((i miss mr.Rad ::my HS chem teacher::)) anyways... i'm 18, a legal adult now, gotta take care of my own business independently. yups yups. independent! okay, enuf of this nonsense blabbing... gotta return to my Econ book!! oh oh oh...u know what? i think i did pretty well on my psyc midterm (today)...although i said the same thing last time and my grade turned out to be...uh, u dont wanna know. (it was that bad). okie, anyways...i better study before my roomie comes back, somehow i can study more seriously when i'm alone. good day

hi, all.

ai, me in one of those moody stages now....aiya... u dont know how frustrating it is to be studying for chem and getting stuck on some of the problems/lecture and needing to study for psychology cuz there's a midterm for me tomorrow. and after pscy, i have my lovely econ midterm the enxt day, and chem midterm the next next day. people were shocked after i told them about my midterms. i was like, oh well, life's life. but but but!!! i'm so ((((tired)))) now... i dont know why, reading in english just doesnt click in head unless i read it over and over. maybe i was distracted or couldn't fully concentrate. anyways... just... taking a break so i can go back to it later on without feeling sick or building up hatred towards it. hmm...alrite, gtg, take care.

i finally miss home and everyone truly. after i've been away from home for 5-6weeks...^^|| oppsie~ i take kinda long to realize this..hehe...=ppp
anyways, i just..really want say that, i miss u all, and i think u know who i'm talking about. take care and let me know that u r doing okay sometime.

sup, all!
well, me have been good good all week!!! (yes!) even my roomie is surprised that i'm so studious now (finally~ =p) hehee...
as i said, i gotta put in effort for my education instead of fooling around and messing up my life and future. yups!
and u know what? i'm having midterms this and next weeks!!! AARGH~ those things just keep coming back! sigh~ (lina, an advise for u is to choose UCB cuz of its semester system (meaning 2semesters per academic yr and less midterms), UCD has a trisemester-system, we have about 2-3midterms and 1final exam per academic yr::as in per course:::)
anyways...enuf with college stuff.... my point is that i'm being really good lately! even i'm surprised and proud of myself! (heee) yea, so all of u (including mi family n mi amigos) shouldn't worry about me ^^ me=mature now

yeah.. me gotta study again...(n listen to music)...so take care,peeps.

hey, all..how are u doing? me...surviving~ am still alive loh...
hmm....well, can't u believe it that i actually started studying for my classes!!! ^____^ me feel so proud! (of myself ofcourse)
anyways....hehee...although it has been like 4-5weeks after my school started..haha....
okay okay, fine, let's change our subject, it's not fun to discuss about my school life and grades now.

hmm...let's see, i'm going home this weekend for food..(can u believe it?) sigh~ yes, although i have tons of readings to catch up, sigh~