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yay~brazil won 2-0!! worldcup champ! ^__^ i was so glad that the game was over. finally, cuz i stayed up to record it,etc. (stupid final). i went to bed at 7 ba..so dead tired. anyway, got up at 3 in the afternoon. i just re-read one of my short stories. havent read it for a long time..so yeah, it feels diff this time. well, not to be boastful but i always reading my own stories..^^|| i'm sure every writer does. and i saw many little things that the character does which resemble me. anyhoo, now i feel like starting a new story in dedication to lori. but..i always have a hard time developing the theme of the story. oh well, plus, my chinese has gone worse..everything i write now is not comparable to my older works *sniffs* SIGH!!

it's so hot!!!!! >_< argh. it's like, so freaking hot. anyway, i'm sure davis is worse..hehee, take care to those who are there~

falling asleep..but m.u.s.t. stay up to watch the last worldcup..i really wish brazil win. this worldcup means a lot to me..it's my first time watching it (pretty frequently) and becuz of worldcup, i got together with my gf. always thought that i will get a gf in college...even living in dorms didnt bring me a lot of new fds or romances. i was kinda disappointed. but.. that was a wrong attitude to begin with anyway. ^^ so yea.. it's a total accident that we began. such good timing. i still doubt if it's really His idea for bringing you into my life.

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stayed up to watch worldcup with bro. korean lost to turkey 2-3. sigh. 3goals were made within the first 15mins of the game. so yeah.. many silly mistakes. but what am i to judge professional soccer players? ^^|| my bad. anyways, watched that HK movie about "mahjong" (lik goo lik goo sun lin choi) by andy lau, gigi leung and "lau ching wan". it was so funny =D havent laughed so hard cuz of a movie for a long time. hehe..recommended if u are bored. but my VCD is kinda messed up. about 6mins of the movie was damaged so the player couldnt play it smoothly. anyway..thats it about how i spent my early morning. hmm.. i probably wont get up till 3 tmr. but lori, ur calls are welcomed.

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went to milbrae today in the morning and came home by the evening. traffic was okay (not as bad as i expected) in the evening. i used to think that i could handle an hr drive..but but but..^^|| yea, my leg started to tire out pretty soon..haha.. oh well. i just need more practice, thats it. got my parking permit for summer school today ^.^ was about to freak out since my class starts on monday. anyhoo.. visited lori today. it's so funny how the weather is totally different once i passed foster city. it became all cloudy, so depressing. anyway, SJ is still as sunny and hot as usual. anyway, por por, u better be good for the following week la~ since u saw me today. hehe.. i'll see if my mom needs a ride to SF on next fri or weekend ba. and, seriously, i still find it funny how everything started even b4 we realized. i'm sure it's been going on for months rather than 2-3weeks. hehee, and next time, if u wanna ask for a fd's number on the first day ne, make sure u be brave and ask for it woh~ =D hehee..
and ofcourse, i wont like u if u are not diff than any other typical hkese girl... haha, and i'm really happy that i dont seem ABC to u ^^ it's still a compliment to me. u know how i am when i get stunned or have no expression/motion sometimes...^^||| processing info ma~

nothing much happening in my life so far.. it's pretty much the same everyday. i'm back to my usual good mood ^.^ so yeah, nothing will bother me for now. i'm grateful for how my life is. i'm thankful. never feel so comfortable being with another person who means a whole lot to me.

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-Daily Bread-
My middle-aged friend, who was a medical doctor, knew that he was suffering from a disease that would gradually cripple him and eventually kill him. What an emotional struggle he experienced in coming to accept his condition! He had expected to be helping sick children for many years. He had also hoped that he would provide a comfortable life for his family and the best possible education for his children. But how could he do that now? What could he leave as an inheritance to his children.
In my visits with him, my despairing friend would often raise that issue. But he gradually came to believe that the all-important legacy we can leave our families is not a comfortable home and a large income. The greatest legacy is a spiritual one that no amount of money can buy. It's an example of unwavering trust in God's love and wisdom. It's also an example of steadfast endurance, courage, patience, and hope for eternity when all hope in this world is gone. I told him that if he left that legacy for his family, they would bless his memory until they too departed for glory.

Are we laying up a lasting spiritual legacy of priceless value for those we love? -VCG

Faithful parents never carve their name
On marbled columns built for earthly fame;
They build instead a legacy that springs
Out of a life lived for the King of kings. -Gustafson

A life lived for Christ is the best inheritance we can leave our children.

sigh. lynn, i know that i'm weak. and admitting that i'm weak shouldn't be an excuse for me. but...it is.

In his gospel, Luke records the story how a young man came to Jesus saying, "I will follow you, Lord!"(Luke 9: 61). However, when it was time to go, he hesitated and then asked the Lord to allow him to go and say good-bye to his family. At first, Jesus' reply may seem harsh, but it is not. Jesus was using this opportunity to teach a very important principle to those who have made a commitment to follow Him.

Once we have committed our lives to Christ, we cannot turn back to our former lifestyles. Paul said, "If anyone is in Christ, he is a new creature; the old things passed away; behold, new things have come" (2 Cor.5:7). If we try to live our lives in the past, we will not enjoy the future.

My friend, God has a plan for your life, but it does not include the entanglement of your past mistakes. He wants you to face the future with a sense of hope and purpose. The only way you can achieve this is through an intimate relationship with Jesus Christ.

went to work out for 2-3hrs straight. and guess what? i am in pain now.haha..ya..i know, this is what i get for not exercising for ages. sigh~ oh well, but i knew i had a great workout yesterday ^^ like, felt like i lost 2lbs after working out. haha, seriously tho. altho i will get killed if i weigh less than someone does ^^|| hmm..so contradicting~ hee.. anyway, have a bit difficulty in lifting heavy stuff with my arms today.. hai. hopefully it wont affect my training tonite.

grew more quiet on the phone lately. always thinking that someone else is talking to her on the other side, so i'd shut up and wait till they finish their conversation. however, i always end up realizing that they weren't talk to her ^^||| yeah. maybe i have more things to talk about when we are alone ba. i'm not used to think of topics to discuss when there are others around. so, pls dont mistaken that i dont want to talk to u anymore. u know i do.

finally finished reading a chinese fiction by "yek su". i feel depressed rite now. hmm, more like, it makes me quiet down and ponder real hard about life and ppl. sometimes i hate reading her fictions cuz..it's so true about life thru the examples of the characters. i'm not in a good mood rite now. but have no idea why ^^||| however, one thing i realize about us, just talking on the phone will not work. thank god it's been peaceful between us. cuz i know i am powerless (useless) to argue or discuss serious matters thru the phone. or is it just an act of lack of security? ^^|| oh well, thank god we are meeting up again on fri. did a lot of thinking as i read the fiction and afterwards, was even doubting if i really love u or not. hehe, sorry for thinking over so many weird questions, this is what happens when i get depressed. to tell u the answer(this is an answer after a long period of thinking over things), i do love you.

got 2 B's, B+ and C this quarter...^_____^ yes, feel so much better for getting some B's in college for the first time in my life. feel like the spell is broken. (actually, that means i finally work hard or that my course are less challenging this quarter) anyhoo. i'm just so relieved and wanting to tell my mom and bro about my grades..but then no one is home yet. dohh~ **i'm still happy** =D

been staying these 2weeks...have nothing better to do than to read books and go online. sigh. it feels so weird to be doing nothing at home. it's relaxing and all but..i feel like i'm wasting my time.(and ofcourse i am). maybe it's becuz i usually have nothing to do during the day ba and i can't talk on the phone for too long during the day ma.(which sux)

as i told lori, the book by "yik su" is kinda boring. it's still her style and very thought-provoking. however, i noticed that i felt depressed after reading a little section and thats why i only finished half of the book in 3-4days. perhaps, i'm in an upbeat mood, i find depressing thoughts unfamiliar and strange. anyhoo, perhaps i should really move on to other books. yesterday was the most boring day ever. it's like i havent felt this bored for a long time. ppl were all busy dealing w/their own stuff so i didnt want to bother them ma. i remembered how often i walked back and forth in the house checking out every member of my family ^^|||||| yes yes, i'm weird. and i miss roomie~ (hope she gains weight in TW tho..hehee)

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hehee, thx~ Ada and congrat for guessing the rite answer! hehee.. i'm glad that u got it rite! ^__^ knowing me that well is an honor ah~ =P (ahem). anyway, have a great summer and enjoy ur summer courses la. hehee, and let me know if u wanna have early breakfast Mon thru Fri woh~ =P i will deliver anything fr 8-10am. ^_*

oh yea, went to have lunch (actually, yum chai) w/my mom's elderly fd. he first thought that i was my mom's youngest son. ^^||| hmm. yeah. then ne, they asked me if i have a bf. i smiled and said no. then my mom and bro both said at the same time, "oh, but she's got lots of gf's"............ er........ ahem, okay. glad that they sorta knew la. i mean, at least they sorta have a clue. good. well, i tried my best to behave and act like a girl. like, me was all quiet and stuff. always smile when ppl talk to me. there was this 11-12yr old girl who's the granddaughter of my mom's fd. they didnt know that i'm 19 and in college fr looking at me..hahaa..^^||||| altho, i know i only look a bit older than their granddaughter..but..but, she is only 12! come on. great, now i look 12. (used to be 16 ma~ what happens to it?! >_< ) hehee.. oh well. my mom was laughing at me for being mistaken as a kid.

got this call fr tapioca express (chinese milk tea place) for an interview. actually i knew someone there la. so yeah, pretty confident that i'll get this job. but it's only $6.75/hr ba. i dunno, but i think i'll like the job. must find out the secrets behind making yummy milk tea and perhaps i can work part time at tap at davis. ok, thats about it for today. waiting for a special call ^.^ and to my gf, thanks so much for totally trusting me. u know i will always protect u fr unpleasant things. maybe this is why u wanted to talk to me so badly today ba. ^_^

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been enjoying my summer so far.. everyday is a nice and loving day. yes, mainly becuz i'm finally certain that i'm in love. my body and mind have proven to me that it's love that i have for her, it's no longer just liking her. hunnie, it's not that i'm not willing to post ur name here. but it's for your own good. i dont want to stir up any unnecessary trouble like what i did earlier. naw...it's more important to me to keep everything as how it is now than to freely express my feelings here. it's all cool. as long as u know i'm talking about you ma. so far ne, only ur roommate knows..and i have faith in her since she's our fd. no matter what comes in the way, we can always face it together. ^_^ oh yeah, was gonna tell u a little decision i made tonite that might optimize ur situation a little. (opps, econ term..hehe) and yeah, gonna be hecka fun taking econ1b at foothill this summer..>_< it runs 3hrs fr mon-fri!!! (argh).. but thank god it's a 5-week course. whew.

lynn, come back fr the camp already~ hehe, i miss u! wanna talk to u! ^_^ silly me who forgot about ur camp and thought that u are mad at me..whoops. thank god i havent lost such a friend.

been waiting to go out w/joey and lori ever since monday..haa, like been looking forward to it. anyway.. met my fd's gf too..hee..and so did she. we stayed in that thai restaurant forever last nite..hehe...^^||| anyway la, we talked and laughed. i'm glad that lori had fun..^^ we didnt get to talk a lot about stuff..but it's ok la... i'll see her again in 2weeks ma. after worldcup, i talked on the phone till 4am w/lori. mainly didnt want her to worry/think about things by herself.. plus, i have nothing better to do the next day than to sleep in~ heehe..yups.

anyway, i know how much u miss me (er..sound kinda conceited huh?) aww, my poor hon. ^^ hrm..sorry for not being able to be there whenever u want/need me. but i know u understand. and becuz i understand ur situation, i'm always trying my best to find a way to meet up with u... so..dont worry about if thats fair or not. we are together in this thing. hehe..u know what.. u said i'm being too nice to u, esp when u have all kinds of requests? ..hmm.. i dunno woh, never realize that those are "unreasonable" requests ne?! ^^||| am i too slow or that those werent unreasonable at all? so far ne, i havent seen ur unreasonable side woh.. honestly la.. u said, i always "jau"(yield) you for everything.. i dont think so woh.. it's like, it's acceptable woh.. so acceptable that i didnt even realize that i "jau" you.

i dont know..becuz of the extra obstacles in this relationship (due to what the society's point of view)...i treasure it even more ba.. like, i'd protect it fr every possible harm with my best... it's pretty hard for me to fall for a person this much and vice versa..

got an email fr my little pal fr HS who graduated in june. we used to be like real close fds. lina, that is. well, thx so much for ur email and understanding..i was really really touched by what u wrote. thank you so much. i dont know why but ur email means a lot to me. hehee, anyway, now that i have ur addy, maybe i'll give u a call b4 u get ready for summer school or college.

anyway, talked to my gf for an hr again tonite...it's always nice talking to her ^^ i dont know..somehow, talking to her makes me realize how much i'd miss out in my life if i hadn't met her. i dont know why i want to say this here..but, yeah. she is part of my life now. she makes me realize who i am. never been in love so unconsciously yet calm/peaceful. "tree heart side", sun with love.

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couldnt get in the summe courses i wanted..oh well, just random picked econ and one PE class for this summer. hopefully i'll get a job or else i'd have nothing to do after morning classes. oh and i have morning classes fr mon-fri!! hahaa.. gonna be fun~ =P i still wake up hella early everyday. i think i got used to sleeping 5-6hrs a day..so having 7hrs of sleep is considered plenty to my body. hehe, so jealous of those who sleep for 10+hrs everyday~ ((((bleh)))) ok, i'm gonna go catch some food and start munching on my chinese fictions today. hmm...then might nap for a bit. hehe, i love my room now..^_^ i put away everything again..so it looks so much nicer and spacious now..thank god~

my joey honhon has a gf now..^_^ we are happy for each other..hehe..how coincidental that things happen to us at the same time. anyway.. she sorta told me a bit about it...how the girl is willing to love her, her family and her religion. honhon said that she'll only go for a person who loves God before anyone else. i just felt so ashamed after that. i know i've been further away fr God lately... and not like my hon would understand how christians have such responsibility/orders that they must follow. but..it's really up to me to let her know or not. somehow, i dont want to preach to her..cuz..things may bore her ma.. plus, i'm not good at preaching.

falling in love with someone who understands you as well as urself and being loved by that someone is one of the rarest encounters in life. again, i'm in shock in how well she understands me. didnt have to say a word or explain my purpose behind some of my actions, she gets it. ^___^ will this be my true love? or will i be her true love? hee...dont know..but i know it's gonna be a long-term relationship this time. at least, one year, i tell ya. (1yr is pretty long to me..my longest one lasted for 6months and it already seemed long to me) and i started to like her more now..haha...yeah..perhaps i finally adjusted fr being close fds with her to what we are now. she said, my attitude towards her changed..hee..well, thats a good thing right? =P three of our buddies knew about it already (wendy would be the fourth one) and one is guessing law.
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i just wanted to thank those who once or still were/are part of my memory... thx for stepping in and out of my life. thx for letting go and giving up, or else i'd never realize that i could be someone else's treasure.

Japan lost to turkey 0-1!!!!! >__< my Nakata~ wont see him again...dohh! and korea won by 2-1 against italy. i'm pretty surprised. anyway...it's such a great time to have worldcup..haa, so ppl who are on summer vacation have something to do now. i checked out like 15chinese fictions yesterday... one of them is the famous series written by "maurice LeBlanc"...i was totally in love with his character, Arsene Lupin, ¨È´Ëùī many years ago.. it was an accident that i read about Arsene Lupin (it's like a detective series, except that Arsene Lupin is sorta like a gentleman-burglar). never heard of him until i found his story in a public library 6years ago. couldnt get a hold of a new copy of the book and even thought of keeping the checked out copy to myself..but..yeah...thank god i didnt. and was thrilled to see a real thick copy of arsene lupin again... my beloved yet forgetten fictional character. gonna go check out if i can order a copy of the book now.. not sure if i can find a chinese version tho. oh well. if not, i'll just buy it fr the public library.

hmm...spent my weekend over at lori's place with a few other friends..^_^ we had fun sleeping together in a room..hee..watched worldcup and spain won. watched 13ghosts again and "my sassy girl". this staying over thing is mainly for my Ro babe and to spend a bit more time with lori after freshman year. since we wont be seeing each other as much as the last few months. anyway..Ro babe is gone~ ^_^ oh well...she must be having fun rite now watching worldcup. hee. okay, plans for the following week: go to downtown SJ public library to check out tons of chinese fictions for me to read at home, perhaps look for a job, visit some fds, register for summer courses, etc. sorta got yelled at for giving a wrong impression of me doing nothing in college and having no wise plans for the summer..by my bro. i was upset so i cried. i dont know.. just felt like crying all a sudden.. it's such a relief to cry. ^_^ and i'm so going to bed early tonite.. must get at least 12hrs of sleep, hehe..havent had such a luxury to sleep for more than 8hrs in the past month >_< been in a mood to tell everyone about my relationship ^^ esp my close fds and my family..but i guess it's still best not to. at least, not yet. already told..less than 5 of my close fds about it tho. couldnt believe that my closest TB fd got herself a new gf too after years..hehee..what a coincidence! she wanted to double date with me and her next time. ^_^ well, we'll see about it ba.

hmm... i'm all done unpacking! ^__^ yay~ my room is all nice and neat now..(compared to how it looked last nite ^^||| ) hmm...honestly, i have never hated wendy this much..but..fine, i want to learn to forgive and forget. so, bye, wendy. (altho i will still constantly check out ur info..hehe..i mean, it's just so much to know how much you love and care for us)

really need to find a job now..since i want to go back to hk next summer.. and perhaps thailand too. ^_* i really want to check out T-bars.. ro said she'll take me there ga ma~ hmm..nothing much for the day except the temporary"love" for wendy. *grrr* suddenly had an idea to start on another short story too..but ofcourse i forgot now..sigh. i cant wait to see my grades...cant wait to see a raise on my GPA!!!! i'm so touched! i can finally say that i do well in college!(only this quarter tho..=P )

oh yeah, to everyone on my icq list...pls icq me so i can re-add you since i'm using my bro's computer fr now on. and to lynn,i dont have ur icq number so i couldnt send u text msgs...pls icq me~ ^_^ thanks mucho.

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i had quite some fun after my finals...^^ esp picking on wendy, man..that was awesome. anyway..i do feel sorry for her..maybe we could've been nicer to her..i really want to see what'd happen if we sit down and talk to her about how much she hates us. anyway la.. as what terren hon would say, "yeeee, honey, ur so bad." ^___^ hahaa...yes, i miss her "yeeee" and flirting now. anyhoo...me home at last. miss home and dorm ofcourse. my fds left b4 i did..so M building didnt make me turn around and wasnt worth staring at when i was in the car. hmm...helped fds moving out today...it's nothing woh,no need to thank. (since i'm physically stronger than some of us..ahem..might as well put it to good use) oh, japan won by 2-0 in the game against tunisia! ^_________^ yes~~~~~ok ok...^^|| back to my subject... yea...bye bye, tercero. and, to the shit talker: it was nice talking to u..but thx for telling the world or "ur friend" about things i shared with u. i told u how i truly feel as a good friend, but i guess u didnt know that it was our private talk. i thought i misunderstood u at first..and was going to treat u as a good fd fr now on..i guess, my first instinct was rite. i will never trust u again. never.

lynn, thanks for ur letter ^___________^ i loved reading it. hehee...and thx for those little secrets u told me about the past.. u know what.. about what u said on how u found my website and got to know me more... hmm..remember u said, the other reason behind leaving a msg on my guestbook? somehow..i sensed it too..(or i could be over-sensitive about that kinda thing) hmm..i'm glad u've found my website..^^ and about kci.. she's a bad girl..she's really perverted too..hha, worse than me! hmm...there are things i wanna tell u..in response to those icq msgs i sent u earlier... perhaps, what i did disappointed u since u were hoping for God's work in me...i'm sorry.. yes, i agree to what u said about how i've fallen back to my old days. but...this time is really different. i find peace in this relationship. maybe i'm not as enthusiastic; but, really, this is the first relationship so far that gives me a sense of long-lasting and future. a fd commented us that we'll still be together after graduation. hrm...i dunno. our feelings just developed through our friendship at first. i knew i truly loved her personality and attitude. wasnt thinking of anything more than just fds. but..it happened..

aww..the end of my freshman year~ SIGH. i've made so many friends this year..and they all came unexpected too...there's this saying, "good things come when ur least expected".. hehe..i guess so ba?! ok, i feel so mushy now.. it's like..i dont want to leave my dorm..cuz this is where i met my gang and it's like our "station" here..hee.. our establishment, thats rite. i may not have the time to write each one of u a card...but.. i'm sure u know who i am as a friend to you.

(names are not in any order)
Terren: it's been a great year with you.. actually it's not a year..barely a quarter..but u know how we "clicked" and it just seems that i know u for more than just 3months. hm..thx, terren hon.. thx for playing along too~ ^_^ i'm gonna miss u! i already miss u.. altho ur sleeping most of the time..(tsk tsk)..hmm.. i dunno.. but whenever u need a massage.. dont be shy woh~ we arent strangers ma.. no need to be timid in front of me woh..hee. anyway, thx again, for everything u've done and things u havent done. hee
Ro: dim ah, ma ma san~ thx for changing the group's topic to "shit and chicken"..hee...but yea, i had fun tho. glad that ur one of the few who wouldnt feel disgusted by dirty/gross jokes we shared. haha.. well, ro ro ro.. nice to be close to u again.. sorry for ditching u guys in the fall quarter. i guess i need to thank lori for bringing me back to u guys. have fun in hk~ "maria".
kitty: hey hey, ur the biggest fan of niem kiem~ haha.. anyway, thx ba. nice being ur friend again woh..see u next yr la.. u know what, writing this makes me feel even mushier.. it's like...yiu, like we are graduating or something! oh well, kitty babe, thx for babysitting us and taking caring of us woh~ok, fine, thx for taking care of me. and, btw, ken ken will always be urs la~ i just like his pics.. u can have his heart and person. ^^ and dont miss my touching ur hair too much over the summer oh~ study hard la! see u around next yr in class!
Lori: sup, you. thx. without u, i wouldnt meet those special names above urs. heee...yeah, shouldnt u thank denise for bringing me to you? and i totally dont remember smiling at u on the first floor b4..haha..i'm serious. who'd pay attention to those hk girls who live by the end of the hall?! just like what me and ro used to think : they are so "chuen"! hehee...anyway, thx for making me stay for the soccer games,etc.. u know how long havent i had 7-8hrs of sleep?! =P anyway la.. nothing is "yu" ok...dont mind it la~ hai. if i knew u'd be like this, i wouldnt do that for fun.
tracy: lei lo ban ah! you're so annoying. anyway, DND, studying, man!
denise: wei wei~ ^_^ a year lu~ so freakin' fast and ofcourse many things happened la. hehe, we are sophomores lu~ feel weird ma? well, it's gonna be fun next yr ba..since we'll be rooming off campus and our places are so close to one another. hehe...i want to try ur spaghetti,etc oh~ hm... anyway, dont forget ur pass2 appointment ah.. have fun over summer la. see u next yr.
ROOMIE ROOMIE ROOMIE ROOMIE ROOMIE ROOMIE ROOMIE ROOMIE: sorry to put u last on the list..sorry ma~ but u know where u stand in my heart la~ hmm.i should be studying for math now..but..but..yea. hm, i had a great year with u. again, u'll always be my only and dearest roomie. ^_^ scary to think that we have lived together for like 8-9months ne!! man, not living with u means that i'll lose my full scholarship~ ai~ (hehe, jk) hm..i really want to tell u that i learn a lot about life and you and ur friends by listening to ur endless stories about ur fds..hehee..i dont know, u have a complicated life w/lots of expectations fr others. i'm sure u'll be fine living under those tho.. somehow it may already become ur habit and part of ur life. but, whenever ur down and want to talk to someone(and if i have that pleasure to be that someone)..u know where i'll live next yr..and u know how willing i'll be to share stories with u again. hmm..dont know how long will it take u to finally read this.. but i try my best to enlarge "roomie" to get ur attention.. at last, love fr ur only roomie for life.
ada: hehee. hey, you. how could i forget u? no no no...well, nice knowing u this year woh~ hehe, nice photo album woh~ hehe, dont u miss me bugging u on aim every nite? ...oooh, and for what u wanted to ask b4 u left castillian..hmmm..why do i sense something bad? hehehe...^^ aiya...no need to ask la~ me shy ma. have a great summa ba.. perhaps seeing u around in cupertino too~ ^_^
wendy: hahaaha...no comment, man. i mean, mentioning ur name so often that i start to believe we are close close fds. ^o^
pork bun: eeww..u and ur hot chicks! can someone stop pretending to be perverted when he truly is one?!
RA: the sailor moon looks nice and all..but.. we are adults in college. exhibiting ur obsession will only bring negative attention towards it. sigh. why sailor moon when the simpsons is better?!
laura: nice knowing u...and thx for all those movies/drama series u sent me. i'm not mad or anything.we are still fds woh..dont worry la~ have a good summer. see u next yr la.
the other TB fr tercero: yes, i want to get to know u or be fds with u. where are u?!
my dream girl: yes yes, ur polite.. haha, what makes u think u become so "unreasonable" and "yeah maan" lately? you're fine woh, dont worry. i understand. and i know how much you care. thanks, hon.
my new home at anderson court: i cant wait to see u already! >_< getting to know u will be the happiest thing to do for next yr. i already know that my room and I will become best fds.
people, i'm not crazy.. i'm just bored! >_< aww, one more hr to study for final...sigh. lynn, thx for being there whenever i want to talk...i only go to u becuz ur the only one who totally wants to get to know me and help me out. i dont know where else to find a friend like you. ur a miracle on fd-finding thru icq. ^_^ take care.

had a nice long chat with someone special.. it's funny how we could speak more of our mind on paper than in person. it seems kinda quick to hear "i like u"... but i know you mean it. maybe things have started like long time ago~ i dont always say "i like u" or "i love u" easily.. like, they are really precious to me. i wont say i love you unless i'm madly in love. plus, my sweet talks will just make u even happier..so naw, u can wait.
i dont know.. i'm sorry for making u worry about me. i'm not alone worrying about stuff..really.. somehow i want to tell u everything. this is why i could talk for hrs with u. i found it hard not to tell u my worries, questions and stories. really.. it's like kinda hard to resist fr telling you. when u were napping today, and after all those little conversations we had tonite, i suddenly felt that there's a future for us. this is just so scary.. ok, fine, shocking..cuz i could see our future. very very strange. as i once said, that ur perfect for a steady relationship. dont worry even if it's ur first time or whatsoever.. just follow ur feeling. "If it's love, follow ur heart. If it's anything else, follow ur mind." anyway, i'm still in shock that u actually fell for me. when i read ur "i felt like i'm in love.." i just realized that all the fun and happiness that have been filling up my life were about you.

blew my chem final today.. SIGH.. would i do better if i studied harder? probably not. but oh well. english was ok, didnt think i do a good job on my essay tho.

i just realized that my chinese writing has gone so bad that i couldnt finish writing a sentence in chinese..^^|| like..i wouldnt want to try finishing the sentence..heee...whoops. anyway, being called an ABC used to an insult to me, but i guess it's proven. aiya. oh well...i will pick it up over the summer by reading lots of chinese fictions ^o^

u know what..i've been feeling very touched by everything one person does for me....i am happy..but somehow i still have a strange feeling or a sense of confusion..i didnt know what it is..i just knew that there's something that i'm still trying to figure out within me. it's like, why am i not as passionate as before? not that i dont care.. i know i care a lot about them and am surprised by my reactions sometimes. but, dont take this too personally, it's nothing serious or bad. dont worry.

and..i'm gonna miss my roommate..i planned to spend my time with her in the last week of school..but..things happened. i mean i couldnt spend as much time with her as what i wished. my fd's roommate wrote her a letter before went home..aww...i planned to write a thank u card for roomie since thats what i have in handy. christina, i'll miss you. love ya~ ^_^

just took my music final.. it's the easiest final ever. not to be boastful here.. but it was easier than what i expected. i'm glad that i didnt study hard for it ^^|| hehe, yeah...me bad, i know. but there's other things which are more important and worth my time than to study for music this week. i have 6hrs to study for 2subjects tonite. SIGH. anyway.. the music final just gave me whole lot of confidence for my other finals ^_^ yes, i will study hard and do well on 'em.

didnt really study today. slept 3-4hrs today. but i felt fine until i fell asleep for 1-2hrs. i was so dead..haha.. people couldnt wake me up at all ^^||| whoops. let me think... i'm waiting for lynn's reply and comment after reading my icq msgs. somehow, i trust her and her intepretation. cuz she's always doing things for my own sake. anyway... u know...this is the first time i could be totally myself in front of people. like..i dont need to worry if multiple sides of me would scare people away or would give them a bad/wrong impression of me. it's funny how people still like me after seeing the perverted side of me.. ^^ i guess...it's a good thing?

anyway...i've discussed lots of things with fds lately...like, it's weird how i actually wanted to bring up how i truly feel,etc. i dont know..i've never mentioned so much about how i felt unconsciously and consciously. it's like finding out more about myself and opening up myself to others. somehow i'm not afraid of telling others how i feel (even if i'm embarrassed)..cuz i know they appreciate everything i say. it's like..they are willing to listen to u just to find out more about u becuz you is you. no need for hiding and whatsover. i'm grateful for all this.

i've been waiting for someone who understands, appreciates good and bad, is willing to sacrifice (reasonably), and knows whats rite or wrong. it may sound very very old-fashioned but... ·P¿E§Ú¹J¨£

blogger died last nite. sigh~ anyway..how to start my entry for the day? seems like..the whole pic is clear now as all the pieces fit together ^^||| i still think that terren being the consultant is funny...i had no clue at all!! so scary.. reminds me of those women who "discuss" things secretly. hehe, jk la~ didnt study at all yesterday..anyway, japan won in the game vs russia. i'm happy ^_^ takata is still hot. oh, my mental age is 16 according to a 10question-test...but it's 25 on the other test i took earlier. so yeah...i am still 19. nothing will change that.

u know..it really sucks when u cant write everything u want here becuz there are so many people reading this? haha...so yeah...there are only a few people who i really want to talk to. here. ok, so...to begin the story, maybe i should clue u in on how surprised i was when things happened. it's like, i had doubts about it but i was only 30% sure..so when it was confirmed, i was just..so freakin' surprised and wanted to laugh. on a scale of 1-10 on how unexpected i felt about things, i was around 7-8. before we used to joke about it but it felt totally diff when it actually happens. what happens? hahaa.. it's pretty personal.. icq me if u wanna know the details ba. and remember that i have the final say in telling u the truth or not. (hehe, it's funny how i sound like those soap opera's "to be continued...") as u can tell, i'm happy, i'm in a good mood. so strange.

to those who read this cuz u love and care for me, thx. i just wanna say thx. i remembered how i mentioned about things seem to be so nice and fun towards the end of my freshman year..now i realized why. sorry for being such a jerk and pervert in a joking way all this time.. ofcourse u wont be offended, but..just wanna let u know that i'll behave fr now on. ^^ and can u pls stop laughing or smiling about this? i'm still a better actress than u are ne~ok, time to study. forgot things that i was gonna write in here. oh yeah, i talked so much in these 2days..oh god..it's funny how i hardly ran out of topics. =P and how little sleep i had this week..hee..

i'm so slacked off lately...oh well..i guess, since my classes are easier this quarter, i know i dont need to work as hard to get an average grade. anyway.. i'd rather spend my time on having fun now.. aiya. hehee, its funny how i'm so perverted lately =P oh well...

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tapping each other's shoulder or hugging each other is what you do when one of us falls down. and all the other touching and molesting come with the package~ ^^ they are free~ =P

davis is so hot...goshes...so friggin' hot!!! >__< hate davis so much now..and school too.
anyway.. just saw this cute girl's pics...it's like i knew i saw her somewhere b4...hehe, so funny that it turns out that she's my friend's friend. she's so cute. anyway...why am i checking out TBs now? ^^|| and just found out that my fd's sis is one herself..been suspecting for a year..but was never dare to bring this up. sorta came out to that friend of mine tonite on aim.. knew that she could tell ga la..just never face this question or things like this with her. watched worldcup again. not in the mood to study..i'm so bad..>_< i do want my Bs for the quarter...i better keep this up. if i do well on this paper, then i can possibly pull an A for english. i really need to be alone for 2days to get everything done. just two days. having too much fun lately.. hehee, people, stop "loving" me~ hate me! =P

i think i should stop frowning cuz there mite always be someone who's "falling in love" with my smile. ^_*

my icq friend wanted me to check out a girl whose profile was viewed by my friend.. so i added her icq and found out that i knew her! like..yeah, we knew each other already. quite scary. my friend was really surprised that we have met. hehe...and she insisted that she's not bad looking. and i was just like, "well, yeah, it's ur point of view.. no comment~" but i'm pretty shock that my icq friend would know my other online friend. ^^|| i dunno why i stopped talking to her.. it's like, i dont want to spend time just to say hi just becuz it's a social manner. i have better things to do or i'd rather waste time on sth else.

por por, no need to change ur journal la~ haha..sorry for mentioning it all day long today..but..hmm..didnt mean to make fun of you la~ just...just that i'm surprised u actually wrote that law..u know.. maybe i'm touched ba or maybe i know how u feel about being appreciated by friends. ^^ i used to have this feeling w/other people too ma. forgot who and when lu~ but it was a really nice feeling.. thats why, appreciating things/people can brighten up others' too! ^_^

LMF's new album "Crazy Children" is awesome! ^^ quite different from those they produced before.. but this is still good. using less foul language perhaps will let their music get to those who prefer "clean lyrics". honestly, daniel's and jordon's pretty suck. there are less than half of the tracks that sound nice in each album. sigh~miriam's second half isnt as good either..but oh well.

answered 60+ questions for this stupid result. the test is in chinese..so pls dont ask me for the link. and since when that i turn into an androgyne?! i am obviously not in the middle. oh well.

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went to swim today.. pretty nice..havent swam for such a long time..a year? yeah...glad that i could still handle swimming back and forth like twice. i was never good at swimming. drank some pool water a few times that gave me a temporary headache and sore throat. watched worldcup w/tunisia vs russia. russia won. not as exciting tho. i seriously need to get my homeworks done..gotta stop spending too much time on the fun stuff.

haa, its funny how wendy isnt so ABC afterall... see, she gets our conversation~ =P but..she's kinda..inexperienced in talking shit behind people's back. hehe, she must be in shock when she knew that we all know about her problem. *chuckles*

just finished watching the worldcup with china vs. costa rico...china sux...not that i'm not supportive of them..but yeah. anyway.. i was never into worldcup or olympics. oh yea..i didnt know that ur body produces eudophene(?), a chemical that makes one happy, when u exercise or play sports; no wonder i felt so relieved when i played badminton in HS. anyway..my arm is still sore..^^|| felt sleepy all day...it's like i wanted to sleep badly when i was at dinner..hehe.. couldnt remember what else i did today.. just burning VCDs upon a friend's request...hrm..nothing special.

i miss roomie. i hardly go to lunch/dinner with her anymore. i dunno. did i change? i hope she didnt feel that i change cuz of the people i hang out with. actually i'm finishing my essay now...or else i'd go to lunch with her la. my arm is sore.. i felt the soreness last nite..was wondering...thinking that it's becuz its late at nite...but i just remembered that i carried luggages to places yesterday..hehe ^^||

was sorta speaking foul language in chinese at home...but again, i'm good at correcting myself =P i got rid of all other impolite-sounding slangs...now i'm left with yiu and teng. yes yes, i get influeced easily. watched "inner senses" by leslie cheung last nite till 3. i actually liked the movie..it wasnt bad. altho..we had opposite reactions than what the movie expected from us..^^||| but..yeah..it's ok...the plot itself is interesting.

i skipped 3of my classes today. basically all of my classes in the morning...this is my first time cutting classes cuz i was too tired and lazy. anyway...oh oh..forgot to tell u that i lost like 1-2lbs...^__^ it's funny tho..i expected to see a rise u know..after all those large meals i had in Sac for weeks. i am just happy. i thought it's just the scale at my house is weird...but it's not..even lori's scale said that i weight 105-106lbs. i was acting so gay after seeing the digits..haha.. yes, lori witnessed that. okay..thats it about the happy stuff..but i'm sure there's more coming. =P so tor be continued on updates on my life.

hrm, me back to davis. special update for a friend, lynn: well, i'm typing away my essay that due tmr..haha, actually i just started on it for like an hr. i dont know.. roomie is SLEEPING ALREADY. i'm kinda..not very happy about that. or maybe i'm just jealous. whatever. good for her. well, i had fun today. altho i knew i could've gone back to dorm if i ask bro to take me back so i could have more time to work on my essay. but, yea, i chose the other alternative. why? hmm... partly becuz i wanted to shop at chinatown; hang out with dorm fds; and i knew that i'd have a lot of fun if i choose to go home w/lori and kitty. it's like, after evaluating the costs of both choices, i'd rather enjoy my time and "suffer" later..hahaa...or in other words, i'm naughty or i'd rather have fun than to take care of school works. well, i'm sure i'll finish my essay by 4pm tmr...again, it's up to how i manage my time and concentration on thinking. well, i really had fun today.(yes, i know i repeated this) did talk to lori a lot today...pretty much like we didnt miss every minute talking about stuff ba. all kinds of topics came across our mind. like, stupid/funny/nasty/gross/serious/school/family/friends/love/sex, /food/clothes/shopping/CDs/movies and "man-why-dont-u-name-it". yeah... again, i'm glad that she gets everything i say, even the thing that i'm not making too much sense out of, she gets it. so scary. talking to intelligent people is always a relief. more like how me and my oldest bro. he gets everything i say. i love talking to him sometimes. hehe, my second bro is kinda slow. ok, back to today's trip to chinatown and SF downtown. went to so many stores. i have no idea about the streets and stuff...just relied on lori since she knows it by heart. haha...=p yea, oh, got pineapple buns, egg tarts and "custard" buns today. i'm so happy. i always love hk style bread. even if there's nothing sweet inside..i just love the bread. hrm... yeah..i think i'm gonna give up my essay for now and go watch movie now.. yeah, i'm being pretty playful lately... but dont worry. college is about balancing ur life ma. i wont go play if i'm not confident about how well i'll do at school.

take care, lynn.

printed out lots of ken's pics today at bro's office...he looks so hot in some of the pics..^^ anyway..and printed out pics i took in dorms with my crew. most of them are hilarious..^^ hehee..oh, Ro is the first person to view those pics besides me...then the second one is lenlenium. someone is gonna be jealous. hahaa... i actually had fun at home this time. my fd's mom told her that she seems happier now than all the other time throughout her freshman year... i agree ba. perhaps, i'm happier lately too. i dunno...maybe i'd still be happy if things didnt happen..but i'm sure i'd miss out a lot of fun and sharing. college is about maintaining ur best on academics and yet enjoying ur life. hehe, i should really start to study for finals...argh~ got an essay due monday and i havent even started on it...>_< and i'm sure i wont get to start on it till 10pm tmr.

and oh, btw...as what my friend said about my journal, "ur journal is becoming popular..everyone is reading it!" hahaa...this is so hilarious yet somewhat true. u know what... i dared to put down names here becuz i only expect those who love me read my journal. for others who read this just becuz they are bored/have no life/curious/ "8 gwa" about me or my life, i dont care about ur comments or what kinda secrets u found out about me. ^^ i enjoy the way my life is. was talking to mom...and i was telling her how much better im' doing in school now.. i was about to say "i'm doing better now cuz i have more time to focus on school than before when i was....er..." yeah...maybe things were bothering me back then or occupying my time... i'm glad i picked up my grades now. thank god.

lynn hey girl~ ^_^ thx for ur msgs...hehee, not used to not seeing greetings fr me, eh? well, i'm at home.. rarely go on icq so icouldnt send u msgs ma. anyway good day ba.

yay~ me home at last ^_^ bro finally came pick me up today...ok, brought a lot of useless stuff home since i'll need to move out in 3weeks. anyway, i unpacked the stuff; got a haircut; burnt CDs; and uploading the pics i took in dorms. (ask me for the URL to the site; it's restricted, u need to have my permission) got so many hws due by monday...>_< hopefully i'll get started tmr. gonna go print out hella stuff tmr... oh yea.. my friend seemed to ignore me today... maybe i shouldnt apologize at all. but oh well. oh, sunday's gonna be fun~ ^^ hehee...

oh oh, my duckie is so cute..^^ she comes to me whenever i visit her in the back yard...^^ so cute. u guys should go to my house and witness that. =P oh, and i think i've been having too much fun in the past 2weeks..sigh~ usually, i would've started studying for finals, but...i chose not to. sigh. it's ok tho. i need to make the end of my freshman year fun and memorable before i leave my dorm.

had quite a conversation with mom today about things happened to me lately and what they meant to me. hehee, then she warned/lectured me about how preverted guys are nowadays. i just listened and nodded. somehow i was into my talkative mood..^^ and i know mom would love to hear whats been happening to me since she has no clue about my life. i'm excited about next year!! ^___^ this is like living on my own, man. it's gonna be fun~