i hold DoDo in my arms for 2hrs this afternoon ( i'd rather hold him for 4hrs than to do my internship =P ) anyway, i finally finished reading for bio. just need to sit my ass down to finish the problems before my midterm on thurs. not quite confident about today's physics quiz =( can't believe i suck at physics!! argh.

mom said i need to take care of the 2rabbits at home (as in giving away or let them back into the wild). =\ i feel so bad for them cuz:
1. i cant take care of them cuz i'm at davis
2. i can't keep them cuz my apartment complex wouldnt allow rabbits
3. now that i got another pet, DoDo; along with the 2hamsters i have =(
i do feel bad. and the fact that the rabbits aren't happy living in our yard. i'm so selfish >_<

Subject: ADVICE TO LIVE BY
>Date: Sat, 26 Apr 2003 00:59:35 +0800
>
> >The most destructive habit......................Worry
> >
> >The greatest Joy...............................Giving
> >
> >The greatest loss................Loss of self-respect
> >
> >The most satisfying work...............Helping others
> >
> >The ugliest personality trait.............Selfishness
> >
> >The most endangered species.........Dedicated leaders
> >
> >Our greatest natural resource...............Our youth
> >
> >The greatest "shot in the arm"..........Encouragement
> >
> >The greatest problem to overcome.................Fear
> >
> >The most effective sleeping pill........Peace of mind
> >
> >The most crippling failure disease............Excuses
> >
> >The! most powerful force in life..................Love
> >
> >The most dangerous pariah..................A gossiper
> >
> >The world's most incredible computer........The brain
> >
> >The worst thing to be without................... Hope
> >
> >The deadliest weapon.......................The tongue
> >
> >The two most power-filled words..............."I Can"
> >
> >The greatest asset..............................Faith
> >
> >The most worthless emotion..................Self-pity
> >
> >The most beautiful attire......................SMILE!
> >
> >The most prized possession................Integrity
> >
> >
> >
> >The most powerful channel of communication.....Prayer
> >
> >The most contagious spirit.................Enthusiasm
> >
> >The most important t! hing in life..................GOD
> >

just got my first guinea pig on sunday. we are naming him DoDo. he's a super well-behaved guinea pig. he doesnt bite anyone nor escape fr anyone's arms or patting. anyway, he's adorable except he could be too quiet and nervous sometime. maybe he'll be better off after he gets used to us and the new environment.

skip internship today. too wet and too sleepy to go. and the fact that internal med is too exhausting (i stand and walk for 4hrs and there's nothing much to do). sigh.

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yay,i'm back in davis! i'm happy cuz i'm finally done studying for a physics quiz tmr. got lots to do tmr after internship. ok, i really need to very well this quarter or else i will have no other excuse to kick back in the later quarters. why? cuz i'm only having 2 hard classes.. and if i still put it off by any excuses, sigh!! shame on me. someone told me that her GPA was once 3.2... hmm... i told her, i'm happy being above 2.0.

yay~ i'm home at last. been wanting to go home. got lots to do over the weekend. gotta be productive now cuz i got things due on monday and tues =/ anyway, i'm sick! sick with flu. not SARS ofcourse.

aww, i miss the guinea pig and the hamsters in davis already! bebe used to be so naughty and tempered before spring break but i guess she suffered "loneliness" and hunger over the vacation so now she became so friendly and grateful for our time =D *snickers* that's a good change tho. now that she's even nicer and friendlier. the best about this is that she hasnt biten me in 2weeks!!! ^o^ that cute little thing that looks like a rabbit.

so, i finally got into chinese and dropped chem. what a happy ending =D anyway, so now i only have 2classes and 1super easy class (chinese). maybe i should've applied to be a transit driver but now i have an internship to do on every monday. sigh.

anyway, havent written any story for months. the last time i updated my journal was like in last december. :\ blah! anyway, i'm going home today. so happy. i get to hug my rabbit! ^___^ heheh

awwwww... i'm so freakin' tired fr standing and walking around for 4hrs =( so i had my very first internship today at UCDMC. almost missed the shuttle going back to school too! whew~ anyway, so so so glad that i'm done for the week (having internship once a week).

i just scrubbed the bathroom!! yay~ i'm such a good girl ^_^ it isnt as bad and dirty as it seems. now i just miss my hamsters. and bebe ofcourse ^.^

went to sac for grocery shopping. then we made dinner and watched sweet alabama. it was good. the guys are so much cuter than the one in maid in mahattan. juno mak's second album is so much better than his first one. i actually like his hair style all along even my fds hated him. anyway, i'm almost 20! ^_^ goodbye, teenage. i think i finally look like 18 ^.^

yay, there goes my first week of school. cant wait till summer vacation and the heat, ofcourse. so, it's my bday tmr according to the lunar calendar. mom told me to eat eggs tmr as a tradition my family does for years on bdays. hmm, maybe i'll just grab an egg tart or any other egg dessert ^_* hehe. hmm, physics isnt as easy and silly as what i expected *pouts* ooh, still trying to get textbook for bis101. book exchange is a mess!! couldnt find books i wanted. sigh. exercise biology. do i really want to do this? hmmm... not too into molecular bio. maybe i still wanna go into premed. u know, i hated being doctors when i was a kid. when i had to write about what i want to do in the future, i would always exclude lawyer and doc. teacher, writer, and cop were the more possible answers. what got me into biotech and premed was my bio and biotech teacher in high school. i miss her. somehow, she thought that i was her best student in her biotech class just becuz i put up to a crappy team on a science project. she inspired me. Ms. Handly, thanks.

so, my prof said it's up to me if i want to take chem118B b4 bis101...now it's quite tempting to not take chem118B..haha~ see, only if i could take bis101 and bis102 without chem118B..that would be perfect. sigh. havent been studying cuz i havent gotten all of my books yet.

oh i'm finally gonna go to fellowship this friday ^^ it seems like ages that i've been there last time. ooh, went to the orientation for my internship yesterday. it was so boring. i fell asleep when the lady went over all the safe rules and expectations. we were so bored that we read the whole thing on our own. see, thats how bad it was. i reread it so many times while waiting for them to start the orientation. sigh....oooh, UCDMC is cool!! it's huge and beautiful. i need to show lori the place next time. your mom would love it.

havent been to the gym or any aggie pack events. cant work out at nite fr now on... schedule only allows in the day time. working out in the morning? yea right.