had a few serious arguments over the weekend when we were home again. i dont understand that why couldnt we talk about our problems until we are separated?
so we both hurt each other's feeling by expressing our inner thoughts about our problems thru the phone. i'm just glad that we are willing to work things out and we can have another beginning to our life again. ^^
Friday, June 27, 2003
summer session is a pain in the ass!!! argh~ i havent been able to have a night of good sleep for a week =( cuz i have hw everyday and each takes quite some time to finish. sigh~ i dont go to bed till 2am and have class either at 8 or 9am everyday. anyway, i'm so happy that it's friday. no class on fri~ whoohoo~ so i get to delay all of my studies and hw till sunday nite or for the weekend.
went to downtown plaza today to avoid the heat at home that's cooking up my pets and us. got another pair of adidas sneakers in orange! ^___^ it's nice, u gotta see it!
i'm up doing hw for ENG6... a class i'm taking for fun, to have enough units to be a full time student, and hopefully pull up my GPA. so first time dealing with matlab! it's not so bad (yet). running low on money in my bank account =( and it's time to pay rent too! ahh... sigh, anyway, have a good day, everyone.
went to downtown plaza today to avoid the heat at home that's cooking up my pets and us. got another pair of adidas sneakers in orange! ^___^ it's nice, u gotta see it!
i'm up doing hw for ENG6... a class i'm taking for fun, to have enough units to be a full time student, and hopefully pull up my GPA. so first time dealing with matlab! it's not so bad (yet). running low on money in my bank account =( and it's time to pay rent too! ahh... sigh, anyway, have a good day, everyone.
Tuesday, June 24, 2003
havent written for days...davis is hot! anyway, much cooler than b4, which i'm grateful and thankful for. still cough at nights...so i'm restricting myself from eating snacks or fast food. getting better but i started to cough after i ate some chilly stuff =\ whoops.
been having a lot of thoughts on various stuff. over the long weekend (the break b4 my summer session:4days) we had a few fights. some necessary and some not. but it got me thinking tho. (cannot recall them now..) but the stream of thoughts just kept coming even after we talked about it for 1-2hrs...so i had to read a book for an hour b4 falling asleep.
lots to do for summer session. had my second day of summer school today. it's going ok. have labs everyday instead of every other day in an usual quarter.
did well last quarter. still havent failed any class yet! ^^||| was so worried about physics tho...but now i'm RELIEVED. and very very happy about it too. ^___^ havent been so excited and happy on grades for a long time.
going home for the weekend again. not gonna take any pets home this time. such a hassle.
pics of pets (guinea pig and rabbits) are updated.
been having a lot of thoughts on various stuff. over the long weekend (the break b4 my summer session:4days) we had a few fights. some necessary and some not. but it got me thinking tho. (cannot recall them now..) but the stream of thoughts just kept coming even after we talked about it for 1-2hrs...so i had to read a book for an hour b4 falling asleep.
lots to do for summer session. had my second day of summer school today. it's going ok. have labs everyday instead of every other day in an usual quarter.
did well last quarter. still havent failed any class yet! ^^||| was so worried about physics tho...but now i'm RELIEVED. and very very happy about it too. ^___^ havent been so excited and happy on grades for a long time.
going home for the weekend again. not gonna take any pets home this time. such a hassle.
pics of pets (guinea pig and rabbits) are updated.
Saturday, June 14, 2003
Friday, June 13, 2003
so, there went our first anniversary. this is the longest relationship i've ever had and i know there's more coming ^_* forgot to get a card for lori but i'll get u one when i find one meaningful and cute. sorry i didnt surprise u much on our anniversary but i know there's something more important than getting souvenir. it's me, baby.
Thursday, June 12, 2003
so, my second final is today, 2hrs fr now. what am i doing? surfing around... after today, i'm free with one easy chinese final to take on friday. ^_^ by then, i'll be a junior in college! i still get "u graduating this year?" from people...sigh... what is it that makes them think by going away for a few months would make me a college grad? ok ok, study.
Sunday, June 08, 2003
happy belated bday! lynn! ^_^ (honestly, i never knew ur 21.. cuz u've always seem more mature for 21 =p )
anyway, saw some of ur new pics... oooh, the one with ur mom in it.. i noticed a cage for mice/hamster in the background... yours?
finals week! altho i only need to study for 2finals this quarter =P
anyway, saw some of ur new pics... oooh, the one with ur mom in it.. i noticed a cage for mice/hamster in the background... yours?
finals week! altho i only need to study for 2finals this quarter =P
Thursday, June 05, 2003
i want to see finding nemo!! they are so cute!! almost all of the characters in finding nemo are cute and rubbery..hehe..even the shark looks cute if it doesnt hurt others in the movie. gonna watch it later after my first final or something. saw matrix reloaded. it's pretty good. lots of actions and twisted plot. stayed to watch the preview of matrix3- matrix revolutions. when is it going to be on? no idea. summer, i guess.
DoDo got fatter now. it's bigger than bebe. and somehow bebe is behaving so well that we are all surprised and worried. maybe having DoDo next to her cage sorta teaches her how to act like a lady. BeBe is losing her attitude! nooo~ bebe is cute when she puts her temper on u. i love guinea pigs jumping around. it's just cute to see them jumpy like that. i now go to petco like 5times a week, i'm serious.
DoDo got fatter now. it's bigger than bebe. and somehow bebe is behaving so well that we are all surprised and worried. maybe having DoDo next to her cage sorta teaches her how to act like a lady. BeBe is losing her attitude! nooo~ bebe is cute when she puts her temper on u. i love guinea pigs jumping around. it's just cute to see them jumpy like that. i now go to petco like 5times a week, i'm serious.
>
> 生命調色盤-『三根樹枝 』
>
>
> 一個年輕男人承受了極大的痛苦，想要自殺…
> 入夜後…
> 他極度哀傷的帶了條繩子
> 走到屋後樹林裏爬上樹… 想上吊 …
> 當他把一根繩子綁在樹枝上後…
> 樹枝說話了︰
> 『 親愛的年輕人哪』！別在我身上吊死吧…
> 有一對小鳥正在我的枝頭上築巢呢！
> 我很高興能保護他們…
> 如果你在我身上上吊，我就會折斷，
> 鳥巢也就保不住了…
> 『 請你諒解我，並且也可憐那對小鳥吧 』
> 年輕人聽了，體諒了他的愛心
> 就放棄了這枝樹枝，
> 爬到更高的另一根樹枝上 …
> 可是當他把繩子綁上去時…
> 這樹枝也說話了︰
> 『年輕人』，請你諒解我吧！
> 春天就要到了… 不久之後....
> 我就要開花，
> 成群的蜜蜂會飛來嬉戲、採蜜…
> 這帶給我極大的快樂～
> 如果你在我身上上吊，
> 我就會被你折彎到地上…
> 花朵就被摧殘而死，
> 『那麼蜜蜂們會非常的失望 』
> 年輕人聽了，只好默默的攀上了第三根樹枝．．．
> 『原諒我吧』！
> 他還沒綁繩子呢！樹枝就開口了 …
> 『年輕的朋友啊』！我把自己遠遠的伸到路上
> 目的就是要使疲憊的旅行者在我的底下得到一些蔭涼
> 這帶給我很大的快樂
> 如果你吊在我身上，會使我折斷
> 『以後我就再也不可能享有這種喜樂了』
> 這時，年輕的厭世者沈思了一會…
> 他問自己︰『我為什麼要自殺？ 只因為我承受痛苦嗎？
> 難道我不能學學這些樹枝，
> 『用我的生命去幫助別人，為別人服務嗎』？
> 一念之間～～～
> 他把自己的焦點，
> 由自己身上轉向了無數他所熟識的需要的人身上…
> 他從這三根對他說話的樹枝上各折下了一小段細枝
> 爬下了樹，快快樂樂的離開了 ！
>
> 他一直保存著這三根小樹枝
> 也終身屨行這三根樹枝的精神，
> 再也沒有想過自殺的念頭
>
> 你從這個寓言中體會到什麼呢？
>
> 重功利、講速度的社會中，
>
> 往往使人～只定睛在自己身上．．
> 只在意自己
> 受了什麼傷害、委屈，
> 承受了多少重擔、壓力…
> 結果，只有讓人愈來愈缺乏活力，
>
> 愈來愈萎縮～～
>
> 殊不知只要將目光由自己轉移出去
> 注意到別人的需求，
> 以服務別人… 使別人得益處為職志，
> 如此，眼界日漸寬廣…
> 生活自然日益豐富，
> 生命自然日益蓬勃，不是嗎？^^
珍惜身邊一切的人事物
> 真正的幸福隨處可擁有
>
> 生命調色盤-『三根樹枝 』
>
>
> 一個年輕男人承受了極大的痛苦，想要自殺…
> 入夜後…
> 他極度哀傷的帶了條繩子
> 走到屋後樹林裏爬上樹… 想上吊 …
> 當他把一根繩子綁在樹枝上後…
> 樹枝說話了︰
> 『 親愛的年輕人哪』！別在我身上吊死吧…
> 有一對小鳥正在我的枝頭上築巢呢！
> 我很高興能保護他們…
> 如果你在我身上上吊，我就會折斷，
> 鳥巢也就保不住了…
> 『 請你諒解我，並且也可憐那對小鳥吧 』
> 年輕人聽了，體諒了他的愛心
> 就放棄了這枝樹枝，
> 爬到更高的另一根樹枝上 …
> 可是當他把繩子綁上去時…
> 這樹枝也說話了︰
> 『年輕人』，請你諒解我吧！
> 春天就要到了… 不久之後....
> 我就要開花，
> 成群的蜜蜂會飛來嬉戲、採蜜…
> 這帶給我極大的快樂～
> 如果你在我身上上吊，
> 我就會被你折彎到地上…
> 花朵就被摧殘而死，
> 『那麼蜜蜂們會非常的失望 』
> 年輕人聽了，只好默默的攀上了第三根樹枝．．．
> 『原諒我吧』！
> 他還沒綁繩子呢！樹枝就開口了 …
> 『年輕的朋友啊』！我把自己遠遠的伸到路上
> 目的就是要使疲憊的旅行者在我的底下得到一些蔭涼
> 這帶給我很大的快樂
> 如果你吊在我身上，會使我折斷
> 『以後我就再也不可能享有這種喜樂了』
> 這時，年輕的厭世者沈思了一會…
> 他問自己︰『我為什麼要自殺？ 只因為我承受痛苦嗎？
> 難道我不能學學這些樹枝，
> 『用我的生命去幫助別人，為別人服務嗎』？
> 一念之間～～～
> 他把自己的焦點，
> 由自己身上轉向了無數他所熟識的需要的人身上…
> 他從這三根對他說話的樹枝上各折下了一小段細枝
> 爬下了樹，快快樂樂的離開了 ！
>
> 他一直保存著這三根小樹枝
> 也終身屨行這三根樹枝的精神，
> 再也沒有想過自殺的念頭
>
> 你從這個寓言中體會到什麼呢？
>
> 重功利、講速度的社會中，
>
> 往往使人～只定睛在自己身上．．
> 只在意自己
> 受了什麼傷害、委屈，
> 承受了多少重擔、壓力…
> 結果，只有讓人愈來愈缺乏活力，
>
> 愈來愈萎縮～～
>
> 殊不知只要將目光由自己轉移出去
> 注意到別人的需求，
> 以服務別人… 使別人得益處為職志，
> 如此，眼界日漸寬廣…
> 生活自然日益豐富，
> 生命自然日益蓬勃，不是嗎？^^
珍惜身邊一切的人事物
> 真正的幸福隨處可擁有
>
>
> 生命調色盤-『三根樹枝 』
>
>
> 一個年輕男人承受了極大的痛苦，想要自殺…
> 入夜後…
> 他極度哀傷的帶了條繩子
> 走到屋後樹林裏爬上樹… 想上吊 …
> 當他把一根繩子綁在樹枝上後…
> 樹枝說話了︰
> 『 親愛的年輕人哪』！別在我身上吊死吧…
> 有一對小鳥正在我的枝頭上築巢呢！
> 我很高興能保護他們…
> 如果你在我身上上吊，我就會折斷，
> 鳥巢也就保不住了…
> 『 請你諒解我，並且也可憐那對小鳥吧 』
> 年輕人聽了，體諒了他的愛心
> 就放棄了這枝樹枝，
> 爬到更高的另一根樹枝上 …
> 可是當他把繩子綁上去時…
> 這樹枝也說話了︰
> 『年輕人』，請你諒解我吧！
> 春天就要到了… 不久之後....
> 我就要開花，
> 成群的蜜蜂會飛來嬉戲、採蜜…
> 這帶給我極大的快樂～
> 如果你在我身上上吊，
> 我就會被你折彎到地上…
> 花朵就被摧殘而死，
> 『那麼蜜蜂們會非常的失望 』
> 年輕人聽了，只好默默的攀上了第三根樹枝．．．
> 『原諒我吧』！
> 他還沒綁繩子呢！樹枝就開口了 …
> 『年輕的朋友啊』！我把自己遠遠的伸到路上
> 目的就是要使疲憊的旅行者在我的底下得到一些蔭涼
> 這帶給我很大的快樂
> 如果你吊在我身上，會使我折斷
> 『以後我就再也不可能享有這種喜樂了』
> 這時，年輕的厭世者沈思了一會…
> 他問自己︰『我為什麼要自殺？ 只因為我承受痛苦嗎？
> 難道我不能學學這些樹枝，
> 『用我的生命去幫助別人，為別人服務嗎』？
> 一念之間～～～
> 他把自己的焦點，
> 由自己身上轉向了無數他所熟識的需要的人身上…
> 他從這三根對他說話的樹枝上各折下了一小段細枝
> 爬下了樹，快快樂樂的離開了 ！
>
> 他一直保存著這三根小樹枝
> 也終身屨行這三根樹枝的精神，
> 再也沒有想過自殺的念頭
>
> 你從這個寓言中體會到什麼呢？
>
> 重功利、講速度的社會中，
>
> 往往使人～只定睛在自己身上．．
> 只在意自己
> 受了什麼傷害、委屈，
> 承受了多少重擔、壓力…
> 結果，只有讓人愈來愈缺乏活力，
>
> 愈來愈萎縮～～
>
> 殊不知只要將目光由自己轉移出去
> 注意到別人的需求，
> 以服務別人… 使別人得益處為職志，
> 如此，眼界日漸寬廣…
> 生活自然日益豐富，
> 生命自然日益蓬勃，不是嗎？^^
珍惜身邊一切的人事物
> 真正的幸福隨處可擁有
>
> 生命調色盤-『三根樹枝 』
>
>
> 一個年輕男人承受了極大的痛苦，想要自殺…
> 入夜後…
> 他極度哀傷的帶了條繩子
> 走到屋後樹林裏爬上樹… 想上吊 …
> 當他把一根繩子綁在樹枝上後…
> 樹枝說話了︰
> 『 親愛的年輕人哪』！別在我身上吊死吧…
> 有一對小鳥正在我的枝頭上築巢呢！
> 我很高興能保護他們…
> 如果你在我身上上吊，我就會折斷，
> 鳥巢也就保不住了…
> 『 請你諒解我，並且也可憐那對小鳥吧 』
> 年輕人聽了，體諒了他的愛心
> 就放棄了這枝樹枝，
> 爬到更高的另一根樹枝上 …
> 可是當他把繩子綁上去時…
> 這樹枝也說話了︰
> 『年輕人』，請你諒解我吧！
> 春天就要到了… 不久之後....
> 我就要開花，
> 成群的蜜蜂會飛來嬉戲、採蜜…
> 這帶給我極大的快樂～
> 如果你在我身上上吊，
> 我就會被你折彎到地上…
> 花朵就被摧殘而死，
> 『那麼蜜蜂們會非常的失望 』
> 年輕人聽了，只好默默的攀上了第三根樹枝．．．
> 『原諒我吧』！
> 他還沒綁繩子呢！樹枝就開口了 …
> 『年輕的朋友啊』！我把自己遠遠的伸到路上
> 目的就是要使疲憊的旅行者在我的底下得到一些蔭涼
> 這帶給我很大的快樂
> 如果你吊在我身上，會使我折斷
> 『以後我就再也不可能享有這種喜樂了』
> 這時，年輕的厭世者沈思了一會…
> 他問自己︰『我為什麼要自殺？ 只因為我承受痛苦嗎？
> 難道我不能學學這些樹枝，
> 『用我的生命去幫助別人，為別人服務嗎』？
> 一念之間～～～
> 他把自己的焦點，
> 由自己身上轉向了無數他所熟識的需要的人身上…
> 他從這三根對他說話的樹枝上各折下了一小段細枝
> 爬下了樹，快快樂樂的離開了 ！
>
> 他一直保存著這三根小樹枝
> 也終身屨行這三根樹枝的精神，
> 再也沒有想過自殺的念頭
>
> 你從這個寓言中體會到什麼呢？
>
> 重功利、講速度的社會中，
>
> 往往使人～只定睛在自己身上．．
> 只在意自己
> 受了什麼傷害、委屈，
> 承受了多少重擔、壓力…
> 結果，只有讓人愈來愈缺乏活力，
>
> 愈來愈萎縮～～
>
> 殊不知只要將目光由自己轉移出去
> 注意到別人的需求，
> 以服務別人… 使別人得益處為職志，
> 如此，眼界日漸寬廣…
> 生活自然日益豐富，
> 生命自然日益蓬勃，不是嗎？^^
珍惜身邊一切的人事物
> 真正的幸福隨處可擁有
>
Tuesday, June 03, 2003
it's awfully hot in davis =\ dont enjoy it at all especially that school hasnt ended yet and my summer session is coming right after school ends. gonna stay to help move stuff for lori into my place for summer. so i'll only have 4days of summer vacation then head back to davis to enjoy the stuffiness and heat along with summer school. sigh. havent been here for ages. there's 8more days to our first anniversary. i wanted to make her something meaningful and special (to both of us) but the heat sorta keeps me indoor all the time. i need to get out and do sth over the weekend. honey, i'm sure a belated anniversary gift would be more special ^_* anyway, need to clean up my apartment before all my housemates take off; need to discuss stuff with the ppl living in my place next yr; get prepared for summer school; organize my room since i'm finally going to live there for summer; need to ask about TapEx summer job opening; bring back all kinds of stuff (including a hamster) back home and babysit my guinea pig on my 4-day stay at home; and lastly, recycle all the worksheets/assignments i received this quarter =D ((ooh, and to swim, play badminton and to roller-blade around my beautiful neighborhood when it finally cools down one day))
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