another lyric for u
http://www.coolmanmusic.com/male/williamso/william200377.html

so, there's 2more days of summer school for me until school starts again on 9/25. gonna miss davis a tiny bit.. gonna miss lori.. gonna miss swimming under the sun...gonna miss the time we go to the mall every single day...
i havent cried for so long cuz of my family. i felt hurt last night when they werent supportive of my will on going back to hk for a month b4 school starts. i was only 50% wanting to go back. i guess i was hoping for some approval and support which they usually would give me upon any of my wishes. i just burst out in tears after hanging out and swore that i'll find a summer job and will not spend another dollar on clothing this year. i have enough to bury myself in anyway. (wait, are shoes excluded in this deal then? =P) hehee..anyway, as u can tell, i'm already feeling better. i wasnt upset cuz i didnt get to go back to hk. i was upset cuz i felt unloved. or maybe am i too demanding for their love? yeah, whatever, i got to study for finals now.

family pisses me off!!!!

something that touched me..
>Subject: Fw: The Box

> > Awesome...we have to make time...
> >
> >
> > The story goes that some time ago a mother
> > punished her 5 year old daughter for wasting a
> > roll of expensive gold wrapping paper.
> >
> > Money was tight and she became even more
> > upset when the child used the gold paper to
> > decorate a box to put under the Christmas tree.
> >
> > Nevertheless, the little girl brought the gift box to
> > her mother the next morning and said,
> > "This is for you, Momma."
> > The mother was embarrassed by her earlier over
> > reaction, but her anger flared again when she opened
> > the box and found it was empty.
> >
> > She spoke to her daughter in a harsh manner.
> > "Don't you know, young lady, when you give
> > someone a present there's supposed to be something
> > inside the package?"
> >
> > She had tears in her eyes and said,
> > "Oh, Mummy, it's not empty!
> > I blew kisses into it until it was full."
> >
> > The mother was crushed. She fell on her
> > knees and put her arms around her little girl, and
> > she begged her forgiveness for her thoughtless
> > anger.
> >
> > An accident took the life of the child only
> > a short time later, and it is told that the
> > mother kept that gold box by her bed for all the
> > years of her life. Whenever she was discouraged or
> > faced difficult problems she would open the box
> > and take out an imaginary kiss and remember the love
> > of the child who had put it there.
> >
> > In a very real sense, each of us, as human
> > beings, have been given a Golden box filled
> > with unconditional love and kisses from our
> > children, family, friends and God. There is no
> > more precious possession anyone could hold.
> >
> > You now have two choices:
> > 1. Pass this on to your friends, or
> > 2. Delete it and act like it didn't touch
> > your heart.
> >
> > As you can see, I took choice No. 1.
> > Friends are like angels who lift us to our
> > feet, when our wings have trouble remembering
> > how to fly.
> >
> > "Never Let your Successes go to your HEAD
> > and never let your failures go to your HEART".
> > You always have a CHOICE....

saw tomb raider today..it was good despite the low rating on yahoo movies. love the captures of scenes of hk and africa.

there's a lot of feelings within me that are desperate to be expressed but somehow i've lost contact with them =P (short term memory)... been seeing a lot of ppl who have at least a small group of friends to hang out with.. that part of me is missing... i really wished that i could be an ordinary teenage who grew up in hk and later drop out of school by age 17 =P ppl in hk could tell that i was a foreigner visiting hk.... thats pathetic. i'm no foreigner. i was home.

been checking out websites of the butches in hk... the pics of them with fds just got me all envied...or, maybe it isnt too late to be a true friend to someone. "I dont ask what my fds could offer me, but ask what i could offer to them."

am finally done with all ENG hws.. ENG hws are like hell...altho i sleep thru all lectures and skipped some of them.. i'm just pissed cuz each hw assignment is time consuming... i actually spent hours doing them..thats unlike me =P glad that i'm not into engineering.

hi, Javy.. i would love to meet you ^_^ would anyone please let me go back? =\

hi, lynn. havent written to u for such a long time until the fwd mail reminded me to share it with u. well, i'm a 3rd year college student now... exercise biology major (finally declared it).. more major description here (cuz it's not a bright name that'd instantly clue people in). well, nothing much, i'm almost done with summer school in about a week. gonna chill at home for the rest of my 1-2months. hopefully i'll find something to do. been slacking cuz i'm almost done with school. the mood of summer vacation kicks in and stays (and will stay) till next school year begins for about a month, then it'd leave. =P
i know how it feels to be feeling lost on "what should i really be doing now?" hey, microsoft word does have a function that'd help to put ur resume together!!! it isnt hard filling out ur resume, it's harder to get the titles/accomplishments u're going to put on it. (degree-wise) good luck! (get to work!!) =D

something that would make u laugh (i hope)
http://www.ntv.co.jp/channel/asx/hkzkt10.asx
(i think u'd like it, cathy)

hot hot hot... freaking davis!!! ugh~~
i think i already lost weight from sweating day and nite =(
^_^ i swam today~~ it's so nice being cool (so much better than staying home in the afternoon)
i dont know why people love looking at me swimming... i'm not good at swimming (if i were, i'd be on the swimming team, but i joined tennis instead)

so i have brough 2bunny rabbits over to davis cuz they are cutest when they are young. unfortunately, they grew big now =( not as fun and cute as b4.... but i still take the time to feed and pet them and to make sure they survive(suffer) in the hot weather of davis with me. hey, i give them a frozen ice pack everyday so their habitat can stay cool. i wish i could have a big enough ice pack for me to chill out my habitat =\ hmmm... i guess that's air conditioning in human term. sigh~ okie, it's already 11. i think i should be better off studying for a quiz at 8am tmr.
so how's everyone? ^__^ (oh, btw, my room is now 35 celcius degrees)

thanks, babe, i see that in you ^^

(cant seem to copy and paste the lyric without the weird looking codes, so here you go)
http://www.coolmanmusic.com/female/amei/amei200369.html

the moment of the day:
where a big rabbit, 3 baby guinea pigs and 1 adult guinea pig all try to squeeze themselves in a medium sized igloo. the baby guinea pigs had to hop onto the back of the rabbit in order to stay inside the igloo. so the whole igloo moved and was kinda held up an inch off the ground. i just totally cracked up seeing the baby guinea pigs hop onto the back of the rabbit as more guinea pigs tried to squeeze inside the igloo. my heart went "aww" but i laughed quite loudly. small animals are amazingly amusing! =D

oh, the midterm for ENG6 was a breeze. that means i can continue slacking off (yeah~)

so, how's everyone? (lynn, lori, lina, 20, and you?)

been living in this apartment for almost a year now and today was my third time swimming at the apartment pool ^^||| well, love the chill in the water so i swam this afternoon for 15mins by myself. i like it better alone cuz i could swim as slow as i want and work on some of my strokes. anyway, davis is so hot like the heater is on for 20hrs/day =( cant wait to go home this thursday. must finish all hw tonite =\ yikes. ooh, took a good long nap in ENG6 today. it's like everyone knew i fell asleep >_<

oh, happy 13th month anniversary, lori ^.^

aww, dor dor took a bath yesterday with our help and made us all exhausted and shit. still managed to finish hw before going to bed, thank god. so he was showered 4-5 times yesterday cuz he's got some kind of insect on his fur. i think he's getting better now. we're going to bathe him again next week, making sure that his fur is anything-free.

so what am i up to? well, finally have a midterm this wed. have to finish 2hws in wed evening cuz i'm going home on thurs. i really think ENG6 is no fun =\

so i stayed in davis for july 4th weekend. stayed home and watch VCD on july 4th and went to sing karaoke and shop on saturday. the new K place is pretty good. sang a lot of songs, been craving for them. gotta go sing k again soon. so i only have like a month of summer school left before having my 2-month summer vacation. what should i be doing? well, i mean, besides sleeping, slacking, taking naps in the afternoon after waking up at 12noon everyday, reading novels, catching up on some tapes and movies, taking care of 8-9 pets (2guinea pigs, 7rabbits, and 5hamsters) omg, thats 14pets!! aiya...
anyway, awww, i'll get to see the cute little baby bunnies when i go home on thurs nite!! ^________^ they are all big and done leeching nutrients off their mom (finally)... so i'm gonna bring one over to davis so i can play with him b4 he grows into an adult =D aww, baby bunnies.