My goddamn rock solid ghetto shiznit name is Slimmy Dawg Ice.
What's yours?


hehee, slimmy dawg ice.

had korean BBQ buffet with 4other friends tonight. thats the korean restaurant i wanted to try too. anyway, havent seen them in 1-2years. it's good to see familiar faces again instead of staying home all summer. had a good time talking and laughing about their stories and comments on various things. a few of them still go to clubbing. havent been to a club in 3-4years. clubbing, not good at it but it sure was fun. dont think i'll ever go to a club again until i'm 21 or older. oh there's a teen club in sacramento though. i just found out that 18+ can go in. last time lori and I found a gay neighborhood in west sacramento. clubs and flags everywhere. it'll be another spot we'll be visitng and exploring next year. we run out of places to go to when we get so bored in davis. it's not like hell, but it can be horrible.

one of my good friends from high school, lena, is a sophomore at UCB now. heard about her younger brother years ago. how he'd listen to her phone calls or read her emails, etc. such a brat!!! so someone tried to talk to me on aol messenger today with a screen name that'd give u an impression of dirty and sick people. but it turned out to be my friend's brother!!! i havent even seen him in 4years!! the same screen name tried talking to me when i was in college last year but i refused to read his msgs thinking that it's from a nasty stranger. so when i saw the same screen name again, i knew it's someone who knew me. her bro talked to me on aim before. kept askng me if i knew lena or not. i'm sure he'll tell lena that he talked to me on aim soon. pathetic. i'm glad i wasnt angry at him or anything. i even asked him how old is he but he said he doesnt even know me. so finally he had to go, i said nite to him. well.. maybe we should all show a little love to younger or older friends or family members. i'm sure my relationship with alan could be a lot better if I had shown him some love and patience and he had shown some of those too.

ok, tired now. nite, everyone.

so after telling me that we are going to SF early tomorrow, he now tells me that let's stay home. *^#%@$# (that was just coughing, u know) sigh~ was planning to buy some korean VCD in SF or something. school owes me some money from the left over on the financial aid and student loans. they wont give it to u until you pay for your tuition with your own money. i dont get it!!! can they be any slower on transferring money to needy students?? esp. now that they raised the tuition.

oh, held DoDo in my arms for 10mins today until he squeaked to alert me that he couldnt hold any longer. he made himself comfortable on my lap too. cute cute guinea pig~ =)

i showed my brother the schedule of my classes for next quarter. he commented that i seem to have a lot of free time next quarter. so i told him, "hmm, there're four classes in there if you havent noticed and i'm going to drop one soon." hey, i'm taking 12units next quarter! am qualified as a full time student =P yeah, maybe i should apply to sodexho (dining service on campus). ooh, or drive a bus!! ((i've been putting it off for 2years. you'll hear more about bus driving in the future))

just finished watching a korean drama series on tuesday or something. it was good and touching. i almost cried upon a few scenes. it's called the Romance. love the girl and their love in this drama series-Kim Ha Heul. love her character in the story too. she also played in Piano, Happy Together, and Ditto which i havent seen. i want to get those from SF now =\ i can tell that i'm quite addicted to the girl's personality and character in the drama.

it's the only thing i watch at night. sometime i watch elimindate and jay leno's show too.
met a high school friend, linhda, at a grocery store today. i havent seen her for 2 years. i stammered on what to said and finally she had to go. i felt bad giving her an impression that i had no interest in our conversation =( sigh~

to a physically distant yet mentally close friends (yes, talk about you here!) it's my honor to be able to talk to you again after we went separate ways for a year. i missed the times we spent encouraging and sharing with each other. i'm thankful for your return because i didnt know how much i miss you until you reappeared. people just never cherish until they lose it! yeah, you get my point. this summer is a memorable one. enjoyed all of our conversations and thanks for taking this friendship as serious as i do. oh, i have two more years to go too! i really would love to know what would i do after 2years =\ will I be in the US or Asia?

welcome home, Lori =) our new place will be a mess on monday =\ btw, dont forget to bring a vacuum and household cleaners up.

i was so bored that i changed beddings for 4hamsters. they stunk! eww... (sorry, hamsters, for forgetting to clean them up for you)

happy belated birthday. i'm glad that you had 21 people celebrating with you. i'm sure you'd have loved to have me there too. and about the vanvouver trip, dont worry about it. i know you were unhappy for a little while after hearing it. with the little time i've left before school starts, i dont think my bro can plan out anything to go up North. although we havent talked much, nothing has really changed. it's sad to know that you didnt fully enjoy your vacation with insecurity and worries. eddie told me to take care of you cuz he worries for you. it'd be another handshake if i were there. that was cute though. nothing is wrong with a man-to-man handshake. i miss spending time with you. even you've mentioned that we spend little quality time together. u know, i was telling you how we seemed different after being together? like, there're obligations or pressure, expectations and there's less quality time. before, i'd go to your dorm and stay over until we had to go to sleep. we'd talk, laugh, BS, and share like close close friends. i miss those nights. thats why i said to myself at the time, i will never tell you how i feel about you so i can keep this close friend (nearly best friend) forever. but i guess i am attractive =P ((ok ok, just kidding, but you all know that i'm arrogant right? )) anyone would like to know our story? she confessed first~

so i went to the orientation with my mom. i realized she really needs to listen to english more often. after an hour of introduction, she only heard a few things. i dont think she'd improve a lot with this little amount of time. plus, she isnt registered for the class. the lady who was really nice to us at the orientation told me to encourage my mom to show up for 2weeks to see if anyone drops out. i was ashamed of how i was discouraging her on her english and understanding. i'm sorry. i dont know..i've been putting my rage towards her these recent years. i changed a little bit for a short time but now i'm back to being impatient with her all the time. God, please help me.

also tried golden kiwi from New Zealand. they taste funny. nothing like normal kiwi. with yellow fruit. slightly sweet and sour. i like normal kiwi better.

so there goes the grand opening of IKEA in los alto. never knew that they give 20% off on purchases upon any student ID. shopping for furnitures is fun! wont get to do that in 2months. anyhoo, went to an orientation to a certified nursing assistant program. i realized it's quite easy to finish that program. too bad that it conflicts with my school time. anyway, mom needs to work on her english.

my day started out great. had a great night of sleep. got up at 1:30pm...sorry...those who had class at 8am =D anyhoo, just cash in all the red envelops i received for my last birthday and new year's before my bank account closes on me. then went to a few stores with my mom just because we had nothing better to do..hehe..how silly! ok, then we went to buy watermelon and orange juice. watermelons been very sweet in CA, gotta have as much of it before its season ends. my left arm is sore from playing basketball~
didnt have much time for DoDo these few days. can't blame me, he's always hiding in the corner! finally decided to change his bedding after seeing how unhappy he was and how bad his cage smelled ^^|| hmm.yea, so he was out running for 30mins tonite. pee twice. i stepped on it twice. sigh~ anyway, he had so much fun running the opposite way from ours. Dor and his curly fur. hehee, weirdo.

i miss my mid-length hair. it used to be silky and shiny. but...after i dyed it a few times...*ahem* so yeah, do not bleach your hair!

i'm glad that i'm feeling comfortable living with another girl who resides in my room for college. she's my mom's fd's daughter. her college is near my house. so my mom decided to let her stay in my room since i spend more time in davis than in san jose. first it felt awkward and uncomfortable to me. but after spending a day with her and her family, we had fun together talking about random stuff! i usually dont socialize with strange people. so they have to be really friendly for me to be talkative ^.^ the girl is still shy about living with us. but she came out and watched Dor run around for 15mins. she loved my guinea pigs ^_^ silly bebe squeaks at her a few times. anyway, i'm glad i got myself a friend.

it was Dor's 8th month birthday 2days ago.

i was down on my knees praying for forgiveness on trying to lure my friend back into an old sin. i was ashamed of myself.

some of my friends are going to see the phantom in SF this friday. i couldnt get a hold of tickets. duh, they got theirs 2months ago..hee, a little late =P i've never seen phantom but heard a little about it. i wish i have friends who love going to those and would go with me. lori, *ahem ahem*

you know, sometimes i hear about some excuses they use when they break up with others are that they are tired of how they were, or they grow less interesting to one another, etc. i believe when people get to know one another more and more over time, things would become interesting. but when a couple knows so well about one another and none of them continue to feed themselves with books/movies/music/art (another kind of growth). soon, people would find me boring, etc.
havent played basketball for years. it felt good to bounce and shoot the ball again. i guess doing different things or experiencing various type of activities are what add more spice to our daily routine.

i recently changed a little on fridae profile, what is important in a relationship:
the feeling for one another matters. i'm sure if you meet the right person with the right personality/logic/attitude/taste, etc and common wants and needs, chemistry will soon develop. time shall do the work.

so i showed mom the way to mission college yesterday and hand in her application. hopefully she'll pass all of her classes and become a certified nursing assistant.

so my friend told me that young butch in HK usually look down at popular ones. like they are superior or something. sigh, lesbians in HK.

oh, the only old friend/classmate from elementary/primary school that i still keep in touch with got into poly U ^_^ she's been the top of the class since i met her in first grade. i think i was within the top 3 students of the year for like 3years, so our grades were pretty close. then i fell behind... *whistles* anyway, i do feel that i'm not putting my talents into good use so i've become dumber >_< see, what american education has done on me?

ooh, good news. i lost 7lbs! what did i do? i sleep and kill most of my time watching TV or talking to my pets. pls dont let me jinx it!!!

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is it odd to imagine how would i react if my other half cheats on me? it's just a random thought. not that i wish it'd happen. i'm so sick of life at home. killing time isnt an easy thing to do when i dont have a goal of something to achieve. but i dont want school to start...eww. anyway, i think i'm nearly into schizophrenia. i've always like that word ^^ hehe, yes, strange me. uh, hmm...i need some companionship that i'm so used to.

i know you're unhappy right now...and that makes me unhappy too! i think i've mentioned your name and how long we've been together about 5times to 5diff people i talked to online. i think not having you around (i really feel that we are so far away with those 10-sec calls every day), from being unfamiliar to the sudden yet dramatic change to recent insecurity has developed in me. ofcourse i know how much you love me, plus there's no one better than me has appeared in your life (yea, i know how good or bad i am). well..i guess i should feel safe. insecurity and talking to myself here sux. please give me patience and love. treat me as gentle and caring as i were a mentally illed.

do u know how long i've been waiting for my cell phone to start a new month of service? i've been counting each day off since a week ago!! why? tell me why
i am so depressed now, gosh, but i'm sure u must be feeling worse. i'm sorry.

i am so bored lately as u can see how often i update my journal here =\
it's hot like davis today. so i guess davis must be like hell today. might have showers today. i want some rain right now.
was chatting with jackie last nite. she seems to be very friendly and someone worthy to meet if i ever go back to HK.

oh, yanzi sun is gonna take a long break. well, at least she's coming back.

so the thought of this suddenly pop up this afternoon:
can i stay if my other half cheats on me? or is having another relationship but yet holding to ours? ((well, it's not happening..so dont worry))
hmm... well, i dont think i can stand such relationship if it happened. perhaps, i know, with lori, if she ever falls for another person, that means she's lost the feeling for me already. oh, i'm saying this to scare you, silly. well, maybe if things happen, i wont be so confident and certain on how i'd respond!who knows?

just to share a little something. in my second relationship, the girl i fell for didnt tell me that she was with another person until we got together. so, to be exact and clear, i didn't know there's someone before me. and i think she's still with that person afterwards. not quite sure about now tho. but i remembered that she told me the other one really loved her for years. so, i hope they are still together =) dont hear from her at all now, so it's all up to our imagination.

gosh, i'm quite bored. need to find someone fun to talk to. where's lynn??

ooh, just in case anyone cares.. i called in tapioca express to see if they needed me. they probably will call me tmr if they do. miss the milktea if you ask why..hehe

i'm only talking 3 classes this coming fall. school on 9/25. just chat with an old classmate of mine since 1st grade on icq. i like the most over all the other friends cuz she still treats me the same after years. it's good to know that the other person is still holding onto the friendship i'm holding onto.

i finally realized that my bad temper last week was probably coming from my imbalanced hormones =P yes, blame them!
after a long chat with a good friend, i'm quite determined on what to do now. i guess, afterall, it's all satan's lies and tricks.

Let DorDor out running around the house tonite. he was circling bebe's cage tho. i'm sure he would've mounted bebe if there weren't any cage in between them. i feel sorry for not playing with bebe as much cuz she seems bored. fed her chinese cilantro tonite. she loved it.

ok, gonna sleep early now. cuz i do feel that my health isn't going too well. oh, finally watched an episode of queer as folk. it's pretty good.

so i slept at 4am again. woke up at 12:30pm and went to take a nap at 2pm cuz i was in extreme pain from mentrual period for 2hours (already taken some kind of pain reliever). so i woke up at 5pm and felt a lot better. finally had a late late lunch. wish somebody was there to take care of me. thank god mom was there. anyway, i get this kind of extreme pain like twice a year. there'd be lack of sugar in me that makes me wanna faint, feeling weak, and sweating. i usually want to kill myself upon the pain. stupid period.

just called for electricity service for my new place. ooh, good news, people!! my new apartment allows guinea pigs!! ^_____^ yay~ Dor gets to stay with me!

love nicholas tse. his voice accompanies me through some of my depressions. one of his new songs is called "continue to grow.." he continues to grow as time progresses silently. everything does.
i dont think we'd make good friends if he were in my life. i'm sure he's got his own attitude and temper sometime.

i used to wish to be a singer. well, perhaps every teen has dreamt to be one. ofcourse, i dont think my voice is good enough anyway. since we have digital cameras nowadays, i'll just sing in front of my own camera ^_* fortunate camera that is.

so talking to lynn everyday on icq is one of the exciting things i do now. (and you just left me for your drama! >_< ) hehe, jk~ i'm back to chatting with old friends. i realized i've known many people for years without meeting them in person. oh well.

so bebe is now in my room. watching her closing her eyelids and making herself comfortable in the dark corner just makes me wanna say "aww"... sigh, i've watched her grow in the past year after she got introduced into her new home. after we moved to diff places, i didnt get to see her everyday then. but that little girl still remembers me. i'd love to hug you, but you bite. sorry.

i think i need to manage my own bank accounts more carefully from now on. no more eating-outs when i'm back in davis. people i owe money to: eddy, wendy, ngan, phuong, lori, school and myself. i feel really insecure when i know i can't overdrawn my account one more time...helpless...i just gave up buying nicholas tse's new photo album and jozie lu's album. thank god no one knows. mom was scolding me when i said a $10 dinner isn't a big deal. i think they sorta sensed how much i pay for a dinner normally =P sometime i really hope that we can go through this together. i feel really bad seeing how hard my mom tries to be employed to help support the family. i'm ashamed of how wasteful i am. in other term, i'm too spoiled. (mom, love u..altho we blew your birthday...i hope you know that i'm always there for u...perhaps we dont do it often...but i'll try...)

so, i couldnt download robbie williams' a man for all seasons. i shall when i install kazaa. there's a new Ikea in palo altos or los altos this august. browsing through Ikea's catalogue is fun. trying to figure out how to arrange my living room. when i was a kid, i've always wanted to have a slide in my own room. you know those bunk beds with slides connected. i've always wished that i'd have that when i arrived the states. however, i figured i was too big for that and the condo we used to live in was too small. so, i grew into an older kid (mid to late teen). the thought of having a slide in my own room became too childish and useless. but i still think having a slide in ur room is no use and should grow sick of it.

dad hated me ever since i bought the papasan chair home. i recieved quite many put-downs on that. family, huh?!

i've used up all of my day time mins for this month. turning off my cell phone for 3more days.

anyway, i think a living room should need some kind of lumination. still searching for the perfect lamp.

went to see johnny english. loved its song! it smells like robbie's work. hmm, i like the movie ok. perhaps i wasnt enjoying much cuz i had a headache before going to the movie. but there're many scenes and ass-kicking dialogues that will crack u up. bond girls are hot!
anyway, i'm getting up earlier lately. often feel this need for another nap in the middle of the day tho. i realize i'd have headache if i get up too early in the morning (used to sleep 9hrs a day).

Lori, here's a nice song i've been listening to and wanting to dedicate this to you.
kelly's falling

Artist >> Robbie Williams
Song >> A Man For All Seasons
Johnny English Motion Picture Soundtrack

One eye on the shadows protecting his fellows
From sun up to the moon on his back
Sent the villains to Hades
A hit with the ladies
A stallion in the sack
You can’t get your life back
When right follows left Jack
The more you see the less you know
When others would leak it
His service is secret
Plays God when it’s your time to go

[Chorus]
Queen and country safe and sound
With villians six feet underground
And no one knows cause no one’s found
Any trace of a man for all seasons
Loves them and leaves them alone, so alone
And you and I wouldn’t have a clue
Who's doing what, why, when and who
Up the creek with no canoe
Watch out for the man for all seasons
Loves them and leaves them alone, so alone
But safe at home

From the House of Lords
Saving Norfolk Broads
Commoners and landed gentry
His word his bond
Whether brunette or blonde
Baby it’s so elementary
For the man never messed up your life with one stare
See the film you’ll know how it goes
But this ain’t no fiction
Just check the diction quid pro quo a pro?s pro
Fellas
Don’t be jealous
When they made him they broke the mould
So charismatic,
Willing, automatic
Never prematurely shooting his load
[Chorus]
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so how does it feel to be gaining weight and sitting at home?........well, i think i should start moving around =P

lori and eddie came over today to drop off bebe (my fd's guinea pig; the origin of my love for guinea pigs) and another hamster. so i'll be taking care of 2guinea pigs, 4rabbits (gave 3 away) and 4hamsters. so i basically spend more of my time doing something that i wasnt able to do when i was away fr home. i now watch hours of TV. i dont use the phone as often as before with lori now since we are both obligated to a certain degree. it's sad that we dont take advantage of our night minutes like before. but i'm still sleeping at 3am every night. hmm~ i usually go online late at night and start downloading clips/mp3s. i want to see the italian job. it feels like it's another ocean eleven.

might go see johnny english with mom tomorrow.

so I spent hours watching the vigilante force with dad today. we are one more episode to go before we complete this 30-episode drama series ^_^ hehe, great work, isnt it?
anyhoo, nothing much today. spent more time with my guinea pig. he seems to like me more today. he actually waits and watches as i lay my hand on his back. usually he gets scared and runs away. but this time, he just watches and doesnt move. his bedding is so dirty that i couldnt watch him suffer today.. but since there's no one to assist me on cleaning his cage. i added a bit more fresh bedding to cover up the soiled ones. tomorrow shall be the day. gonna let DorDor out to exercise while i clean up his mess.

so we went to valleyfair yesterday and everyone was tired from all the walking. i slept early last nite too!

i went to Lori's house to meet them and watched just married. didnt like it but the scenes of europe. then we head to play badminton and finished around 8:15pm. my arm, back and leg are already sore from the exercise. i dont think i've "rusted" too bad. still kept my footwork. or perhaps i could only play well on half the of the court if those folks didnt take over the other half .\/. anyway, i had fun. too bad that there's no hot guy to check out on... sigh~ what's wrong with SF?!!!

anyway, it was nice meeting eddie and joey these couple of days ^_^ and ofcourse, melissa, her Ben and michelle.
have a safe trip, eddie and lori! good luck on school and getting used to be a college student, melissa and michelle! ((BUNNY!!!))
i guess we wont have time to hang out again till next summer..haha, trust me, life becomes busy when you live away from home.

it's so funny that twins came up with this new album of classic kid's songs. good shot tho. their fans and kids will buy it for sure. i could imagine how much english they need to memorize in such a short time..hehee... it's horrible listening to the songs. %!#%$&!

... going to valleyfair with lori and her fds tmr. have to get up before noon =( i will try.

so i finally had the gut to email my bro about my thoughts. i tried my best not to sound bitter or whinny in the email. i cried as i was typing it up. i was too hopeless about the situation for too long. i dunno, it's complicated. i guess, only the love as a family can solve this.

it's so boring using internet now cuz i dont have all the bookmarks i saved in handy. so i only use it to talk to some fds and lori. i've been talking to many ppl whom i have lost contact with. i dont understand why i couldnt have the time to keep up with them.

ouch, eyes sore fr crying. thoughts of family made me cry.

went to mom's fd to BBQ today. then we sang karaoke for a few hours at night. we spent most of time eating =P and i heard so many chinese oldies that i've never heard of. it's funny. the lyrics, people in the MTV, it's like, er... what the...
then was questioned by a little girl about my gender. i was nice and just told her, u silly, come on.

so, when will i jog?

only had 6hours of sleep last nite and went to church today. i'm proud that i stop giving myself excuses not to go ^^ i think i better go to the one in davis cuz my bro starts to refer the church as wendy's church. i was like, hello, it's a chinese church in davis. i went there too.
things i dont like about bro's church are: ppl usually dont show friendliness towards me since i've been going there for years, they stop welcoming me like a newcomer; the student fellowship always has new ppl coming in and out; an increasing size of the people going there (many new babies and couples); i always pretend that i'm emotionless (i usually dont initiate conversation with ppl)
i'm an idiot!!!

i went back to look at pics of us. i miss dorm. i still dont understand why i complain so often about my roommate and i could've complained like once or twice about xtina. i guess, it's really not my problem this year. anyway, next year's life will be more independent life for me. even if lori isnt around, it'll only be me, our place, and my life that i need to worry about. no more of others' mess. i missed lori quite terribly last nite. it was rare, hehe.

we sorta had this argument tonite about verbal misunderstanding. please, no need to be angry just becuz i didnt fully understand and now i do. again, repeating doesnt mean i dont remember. forgetting doesnt mean i dont care. i love you.. but i've become more forgetful in recent years. i just can't help it. a little patience and the same great amount of love are all i'm asking from you.

watched TVB drama series the whole day and changed beddiings for DoDo and 2hamsters. dor is now in the living room. not fortunate enough to be rooming with me =P yay~ it's been a week that i havent done anything in particular (besides sleeping as much as i want). only if i could live like this forever (lets skip the lack of exercise part).

i love dor
i love you

so how does it feel to see pics of an ex-distant admirer? hmm... it's a weird feeling. i'm happy that she is who she is now and a pretty lady now. still remembered her voice. her voice is as deep as mine, that i had never expected ^^||| anyway, i'm sure i have more stories in my memory that i probably wont remember unless something triggers it.

it was boring listening to the conversation between my mom and her friends. i just never thought of what sorta things they'd talk about in the group. it's so lame. i guess, diff age groups discuss basically the common topics among the group over and over. and her friends treat me like i'm an expert in something. just becuz she knew my english is better and understands a lot better of american culture and customs. no, thats not called expertice in something. i couldnt help yarning in that 30min conversation. oh, her rabbit (white lop) is cute. hope she gets along with my black bunny.

spent my late night time with Do most of the time besides going online at night. i usually sleep after 2am and get up after 1pm. earliest was 11:45am =D i just couldnt resist the chemicals in my head. mom been telling everyone how lazy i am =P

so, is going back to hk in xmas a good thing to do?

sweet

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so i met up with lori, melissa, ben and michelle today at hillsdate mall. then we went to serramonte for more shopping. and i finally got a pair of sunglasses after searching for the right pair for so long.

i havent seen melissa and michelle for a long time. a year? close enough. i didnt want to go at first. somehow i'm still tired fr school. but i guess i had more fun later in the day when i started to talk and joke around with them. playing badminton with them again next week.

oh yea, i think i'm work out a little bit b4 i play badminton next week. thinking about running miles tmr.

saw the pirates of the carribbean on thurs right after my last final. felt so brain death after class tho.. but still had to go cuz i wouldnt get to see another movie with lori for the next 2months.

got up early and had not enough of sleep until now. went to a performance of Handel's Messiah in Chinese tonight with family. felt asleep for 5mins during the performance and tried my best to understand the music and lyrics for the rest of the time. Then elder bro pissed me off after the performance and we just went to dinner without him. came home and found DoDo all waiting for me. he hadnt seen me for the entire day. so i talked to him softly and pat him. the little guy is still freaking out by the new environment. he seems a lot happier today after he has rested for a night. going to pick up my papasan chair tomorrow and more unpacking. stuff is still lying all over my room.

been wanting to go on a vacation (who doesn't?! sigh~) no one could accompany me. i dont even know where i wanna go. sorta want to go to somewhere where i have to cook for my own meals and not rely on restaurants. Africa? Greece is still one of the places i wanna go. ok ok, maybe i'm still ahead of myself. it's barely the second day i've been home for summer! gotta calm down. perhaps, doing nothing isnt so bad. i survived through all the summers in the US. just need to make weekly trips to the library, thats all. stop tempting me with ur plans for summer trips, people!! *grrrrrrr* go away~ .\/. (angry eyes)

finally updated my website. havent updated it for 4months. i need to catch up writing up my stories. i think i've only written 2 parts to one of my stories in 2years since i'm in college =\ well, not that i'm great at writing. but i dont think i'm such a bad writer =p (yea it's one of the things i'm proud of and it's the only thing i could update on for my website beside pics and journal)
i guess i'm my own big fan on my stories =P (who isnt?!) sometime i'd be touched after reading my stories. i wish i could live in my stories. hehe, not.

so i'm done with summer school. going home on sat. ENG6 final was a torture. lots of my brain cells died cuz of it, i'm pretty sure. havent felt so lifeless after an exam for a long time. it's like, i've tried so hard recalling knowledge/memory to solve the problems. hope i get at least a B cuz i didnt change it to pass no pass. been sleeping at 4am these days to study for finals. i think i deserved it cuz i didnt even try hard this summer session. it's like i shop everyday with lori to avoild the heat in davis. then we'd go home and cook or just play with our pets. i hope it isnt how my retired life gonna be.

ok, done with writing journal, next fun thing to do: make a list of things to bring home

i think i know why i'm feeling empty now. i need some friends. i want to share wholeheartedly with people who do the same =( aww, i'm all depressed now.

Handel's Messiah in Chinese (by cccmiw)
8/3, sunday, 5pm in san francisco
Don't miss this once in a life time experience --
first time performance of the entire "Messiah"
in Chinese here in the San Francisco Bay Area!
http://cccmi.org/messiahconcert.html