the first time in my life that i realize javy is on your side, not ours. IT SUX TO FIND OUT. so pardon my rage for the moment. who am i kidding?? she's your best friend for ages!!! i've always wanted a best friend. they usually were my pets =P stupid Dor always run away from me and wont even stay in my arms for 1+mins for me to talk to him, sigh #%$#% my retarded guinea pig. but i know he's afraid of me tho..haha, to a certain degree. he'd take the long way if i'm standing in his short cut. it's cute when he does it cuz i could tell that he's keeping an eye on me and getting ready to avoid "my attack" any minute. ARGH, my silly Dor!!!

had my first taste of corona lite. it's less bitter and nasty than carlburgs. i dont drink, i dont smoke. i was just curious.

my eyes are sore from crying...=\

joined Joey to carpool to fremont to meet up with 8 other people at steph's house. finally had time to catch up with joey whom i last seen in 1-2yrs. it was fun talking to everyone of them. had a piece of bday cake cuz it's almost niki's bday. the couple has always given me an impression like i'm their little kid that they'd want to pinch my cheek all day long ^^||| they are lovely ppl <3 then we took tons of pics. there were endless jokes in our conversations =))) too bad,someone important was missing ^_* anyhoo, then we all watched tomb raider 2 together and the first episode of 20/30 dictionaries. i want to watch some more queer as folk!! they all want to meet Lori, whats up with that???!!! i answered them when they bugged and questioned me about why Lori couldnt join us, "dude, is that why i'm invited to this dinner???"

i love it when you go crazy and being hyper about my look for the day. it's always been sweet to me. sometimes your passion for me just amazes me cuz it seems like it's always there (it may be dim once a while but can be easily lit by small things). there's a huge growth in my feelings for you lately. perhaps i was the only one realizing and feeling its expansion. i know i'm not passionate enough about our relationship and this often upsets you. there's more than just how crazy i seem like i am over you. sorry for hurting you. i guess i'm still not loving and protecting you enough. i always deny whenever u ask if i miss you not. saying "i miss u" is too mushy... thinking of you is more how i'd prefer. i wish you were here with me for all the things happened this thxgiving weekend. i miss the way you'd fight the crowd to be next to me when we are out. thanks for your love and tears. i'll never make you cry again. i will treat u in a way that it'll tell you how much you really mean to me.

you know who this pic reminds me of???

woke up at 1pm today. slept at 3:30am yesterday watching some VCD and surfing online. life at home is good. esp back to the full access to high speed internet. *sigh of joy*

the long drive to millbrae was boring. i was so bored that i realized that Civic is better at making sharp turns than Camry.

how odd it feels when someone u hardly knows you adds you to his/her friends list 0_0 speechless is all i can say.

oooooh, lost 6lbs!!! ((FINALLY!!!)) i have been told that i look like i've gained some weight =P yea, so now there's more room for me to gain some more!! *blah!*

oh yeah, am finally home after 3 long weeks of living away from home. school life isnt too exciting either. so it's all good to be home. drove 3hours from davis to millbrae today. it was scary driving around in berkeley. sorry, alex, couldnt give u a call and visit you. i've always like Cal, like its food and the fun places. yeah, perhaps we should really explore it more after we are done seeking for fun in Sac. san jose is cold, man, Davis must be worse tonight! =(

oh yea, hey, thanks for calling last night =) and thanks for telling that it's 24 degrees celcius in Singapore!!! thats all i need.

some cute and hot posters of the simpsons!! http://www.geocities.com/polarissecundus/simpsons/simpsonshome.html

yes, going home tmr. hate school. very sick of boring physics lab. i dont know how my TA and prof can make PHY7C soooo boring and confusing. had a headache throughout physics lab tonight. everyone was relieved that the class ended early. POTTER IS A BAD PROFESSOR. despite the fact that he WROTE the readers for physics 7 series....=| dont know how he did it, but he sure made our only physics text useless and not helpful at all. okie, enough with school...

davis's been freezing like we are all back in the ice age =(((((( i cannot take this kind of temp, man. davis is way too cold this year, what have we done to our Earth?? (hint: global warming effect...) anyway, winter in davis is gonna be......SIGH.

ok, going to have thxgiving dinner with Lori's family and friends; then hot pot dinner with my friends on friday. mom already complained that i wont get to stay home much for this 4-days weekend.

it's finally friday!!! so happy... nothing can make me happier than knowing that i dont have no more school and work for 2days. =) working is becoming less fun and working hours seem so much longer than before =\ oh yeah, got burnt yesterday at work =( was in quite some pain for half a day. but i'm better now, thank god.
oh yeah, having finals in 3weeks, been thinking that i wont have to study for a month.....argh.

finally finished my 5-page analysis paper for EXB 102... worked pretty hard on it last night for 3hours =p i guess it's a pretty good paper since i only had little time to prepare for it. anyhoo, thats like 20-30% of my grade!!

i miss bebe, havent seen her for a month. havent even thought of her for a month. i realized not even Dor or BoBo can replace BeBe ^^ she's the sweetest pig.

more studying tonight. no more wasting time like my weekends...-_- totally wasted my life!

holy shiiiiit. totally forgot about my paper which is due tmr =( did NOTHING over the weekend. i was constantly looking for something to do but couldnt find any so i ended up sleeping a lot since friday =\ oh yeah, havent been to my 9am class for like 2weeks now..^^|||||| i just couldnt wake up in time unless i get at least 7 hrs of sleep. i think i should start sleeping early and quit the late television. oooh, so addicted to the new drama series- Triumph in the skies, played by Flora Chan, Francis Ng (ng chan yue) and a bunch of young and new actors. the plot, and all the preparations for the scenes are so much better than those in the past. recommended!! ^_*

ok, i should get back to work now =( better "start" on it now.

sorry, havent been online much this week. was studying hard for my midterm before monday. it turned out bad but i improved a little. i guess i'm bad with organic chem =( i need to seriously focus on one thing at a time. having too much things on my mind just overwhelms my life a little. i know i'm only giving in 50% on everything i do, pretty bad huh? i used to give in about 70% of my attention on things i do, but....

hmm, had hot pot dinner with Ro and Lori on monday evening. davis is cold enough for that! been hanging out with Ro lately. she makes a great company. and the fact that we understand how we need to socialize a little more than just Lori and I and Ro may get bored with her life without "great companies" ^__* hehehe~

finally went to shop at Arden today. we all got what we wanted =D finally some excitement for my life. got a very cool shirt today and i'm loving it \(^o^)/

ahhhh, i miss yapping on my own blog. miss using my own computer. gotta fix that darn router soon. i miss those i havent talked to for days or longer. havent seen joey for a long time too... =\ i bet i wont see her until 2004!! oooh, i have 2parties to go to for thxgiving then going to lake tahoe at last with my family. i saw the pics my fds took at tahoe, oh my, the scenery kills!

ooh, those who have friendster may now add me. fishy2001@hotmail.com (this email will disappear in 3days for my own privacy). pls, only add me if i know you.

oh yea, davis is in an extreme winter mode. it's freezing!! anyhoo, i have to wear a sweater or i'll freeze to death! i miss days where i need only a tee and a pairs of jeans. BoBo and DoDo are finally getting along better. ^^ glad that Dor finally has a friend to talk to. he seems happier with BoBo's company. i was telling my mom that guinea pigs could live up to 10-12yrs. dude, what am i going to do with him for such a long time?? if something happens to him after 10yrs, i'll definitely cry my eyes out =( sigh~

was talking to INES on icq tonight. we were sharing stories of our guinea pigs ^_^ hehe, it's funny how our conversations have shifted to guinea pigs-related topics. i should've gotten DoDo the little hat for halloween. cuz horlick and milo (the other 2guinea pigs my friend has) were adorable in their party hats. hehe.. gotta see their new hair cuts!! INES~~ email the pics to me when u have a chance to, thanks~

ooh, yeah, BoBo was born on oct. 7, 2003 ^___^ we're going to assume that DoDo was born on someday in december of 2002. i dont know, maybe he can just celebrate his bday along with mine in april.

what do i want for xmas? gooooood question. ummm, how about a free entry to UCD med school or other grad school??? ^__* hehehe, WE WISH!!!! (free as in, they wont even take a look at my academic stuff or have i met their requirements, not the tuition fee part.)

finally met up with vis, pinko, steph and niki for lunch at sushi house in alameda. http://www.e-sushihouse.com/ the food is pretty good. loved the mirugai nigiri and their bay scallop roll. it's reasonable price too.
then went to shop and got myself a few clothings. what happened to my promise of "not buying any more clothes until i go back to HK?!!".....ummmmm....
anyway, going to study tonight. dad saw my ochem book and he was surprised that i had never learn any ochem from high school before unlike his days. .............dad has always loved ochem......... -_- no eyes see, man.

yes! getting hair cuts with lori tmr in SF then gonna pick up a few grocery and heading back to davis again! how nice! then i'll have to study my butt off tmr night =((((

oh yea, not to mention, felt very strange driving in my mom's car (now that i'm so used to driving in lori's car) esp, it was a pretty long drive for me all by myself, not to mention the pouring rain on my way back home. i tried to concentrate as hard as i could on the road since i had a bad feeling. i know someone was there watching after me, thanks. ^_^

oh, btw, added pics of my new guinea pig on http://photos.yahoo.com/xxjojoxx/ under pets, ofcourse.

freaking davis just turned into winter in one day. i can still remember i was wearing short sleeve tee the day before. and we had to turn on the heater at night cuz it was too cold. anyway, winter is here. it sux. and it's time to pay for tuition for next quarter o_o
ooh, my shedule for next quarter is awesome. it's got a lot of big gaps at perfect slots of the day. my latest class ends at 6pm. earliest starts either at 8 or 10:30am. still pending. oooh, i'm home!! havent gone back home for a month. should've come home tho cuz i have a midterm next monday and i cannot blow this off like the first time =( but i have an appointment to get a new haircut this sunday. so here i am.

oh yea, DoDo is finally getting along with BoBo. BoBo has grown a little bit. so we need to take as much pics as possible before we regret ^^

argh. stayed home for halloween. no one knocked on our door i guess it was too dark so they assumed no one was home. anyhoo, never knew that castro had a fun halloween =( i wish i could've gone with my fds. anyway...

had lunch with Ro and si-young today. we refilled our sodas without paying and the lady found out and offered us more refills. but we already had! then they came over to see my guinea pigs ^_^ then we went to their place to study and have dinner. hehe, sorry, i was such an ass distracting all of you while u were being studious..hehehe~ too bad. good luck with your studies, man. ooh, it's time to look for classes to sign up for the next quarter.