When I look back, I started serious loan seeking, market researching, reaching out to an realtor back in June 2014. Studying the different types of condos, areas, expectations, affordability, money reserves, reality and dreams.  I must tell you how much fun I have and enjoy the sense of accomplishment for learning so much. I found another kind of love for house hunting!

On my third offer, the seller finally accepted it. We started a journey of failures, heartache, disappointment, alienation from family/church friends, incapabilities, betrayal, insecurity, and admitting that I'm weak, I'm selfish and I'm not capable. I am crushed. I'm drained, all out of love for this condo. I'm ready to quit, deep inside of me, I long to rest.

I miss the days when I don't desire for more or less, when I'm just content.