I never tell you how angry I am, how hurt and sad I am by your betrayal and dishonesty, how I hate you, how miserable you made me feel, and how you made me suffer from emotional and physical problems. You betrayed me when you didn't say break up and started a relationship. I felt so ashamed that I had to be tricky to find out what happened. I was angry at reading the text of you calling someone "husband". I could not accept that. It drove me crazy and emotionally out of control. You could've said, let's break up, I don't love you anymore. And begin a relationship the next morning. You should've been honest with me.
That's wrong to ask me to rent my home for your wedding-related purposes. I want to hurt you and hit you so badly. I want to revenge and cause you suffering. I could've told the guy about us and I could've told your friends about us. You never explain your betrayal, don't seem to suffer or feel pain like I did, don't seem guilty. We never break up clearly so we might as well do it again today. From today on, we have no more relationship with one another. I live my life and you live yours. You no longer hold any importance in my heart and you have no more influence on me. I don't want to see you again and when we do run into each other, I don't know what I'd do. I want to move on and be over with this pain. You are getting married and what do I have? I'm still fighting memories and pain. When I think of our memory, I will feel pain or I'd smile, I'd accept the pain but I won't accept you. I think you owe me an apology. You are responsible for my suffering and my physical problem. Do you know how much time I put in to doctor visits and how much money they cost? I have done wrong too and I know I'm responsible for some of it. But you have to bear the responsibility too. I wanted to hurt you and hurt myself. I'm mad at myself for taking so long to recover. I try so hard to forgive you. It's been 5 years and I'm counting. You already moved on to start a relationship, broke up and got back together and now getting married.
Do you have anything to say?
I'm done talking. If you don't have anything to say, let's hang up.
If we don't have anything to say, let's hang up.
"Sorry ar."
"Received. Thank you for listening. I have to sleep, bye bye."
