Lord Jesus,
I thank You for Your miraculous hands and loving watch over me. I have fought this love/hurt battle from my ex for over 5 years. After she got married, I felt uneasy whenever I thought of her.
This week when I wonder again how she is doing? How's her married life? Is she happy?
My heart no longer felt that burden, hatred, pain, and sadness that popped up all these years. I don't remember if it's something I did/said, but I know it's God.
He heard my cry and prayers; my proclamation that He has victories over my sadness/hatred/anger/pain; my continual battle to live with these negative emotions everyday. God, You've rescued me from this battle I could have never won, I felt so defeated in. Thank You, Lord, for Your unexpected rescue, for Your powerful hands, for Your unfailing love for me.
What an amazing day of realization, praise, celebration, and freedom!