Thursday, June 29, 2017

主耶穌,
上班上得好辛苦,身邊大部份人都有媽媽controlling的影子,愛管我和吩咐我做事,也不問問我的意願,手上在忙甚麼事情? 不讚賞我的努力和認真,其實我做得好沮喪,疲乏,有受傷,有生氣,又懼怕.

Thursday, June 08, 2017

上班要壓抑心裡對你的愛用上許多氣力,很多時候我都不容自己說出真正內心的話,反而表現得對你冷漠生氣. 看見有時你對我的無所適從,我只有內疚.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I'd be the father of your child.

爱情有时候是一种沉沦

I have a headache today. It's a struggle to stay in a fantasy and yet unable to connect with the reality. I get dizziness in my head. I'm so messed up and helplessly in pain.

Ephesian 5: 25-27   Husbands, love your wives,  just as Christ loved the church and gave himself up for her   26  to make her holy,  clean...