we finally introduced our new baby guinea pig to our 8-month old guinea pig, DoDo. he mounted him for a long time and they were communicating. and we finally thoroughly sanitized their cage and house so they can feel like they have a new environment. i'm so tired after watching after them for 2hours. they are learning to having each other in their everyday life now =) hopefully they will make a great company for each other.

felt mentally drained after my EXB midterm. it's harder than what i expected and prepared..hehehe, oh well, let's hope that everyone finds it tricky too. anyway, going to play badminton at hickey gym tmr with lori in the evening as what she's promised months ago O_O sigh. i think i need to nag more to get my comments/wills expressed and heard.

i'm finally feeling better. i dont think i want to meet her again, although i will someday. i usually would be happy that we can hang out. but, i really think that i'm not ready. or am i just taking this shit too seriously? what if they really see who i am with their own hearts instead of some shit about me? .....but if she really does, i think we'd have been closer fds despite my effort all along. u know, i rarely initiate in any relationship/friendship. you meant a lot to me and i just wanted to show u what a special friend you are to me. thats when i initiate in a friendship. you really sux.

love the soup lori made last night. i usually dont like soup with dried squit or some kinda odd looking living things. but i guess the soup is sweeter and has less of that smell. hey, i drank a little bowl of the soup today when lori went to nap!

had dinner with Ro and vincent yesterday over at our place. they loved the food and the conversations. hehee, we laughed to death upon jokes and funny incidences. we laughed so hard that we scared my DoDo to death again..haha, opps, he was actually panting a little bit. my poor little guy. he's even more introverted than i am. so i'm finally working more on mondays from now on. i messed up quite often today which was unusual =( but yeah, moises picked on me and was kinda pissed off =\ then tommy came along, a newer guy than i am and a lot slower than i am, so then we pissed him off even more. i think he must be thinking this to himself: "omg, another one! you two are driving me crazy!! ARGH." until 2hrs later i finally got to take a break and worked with other girls for the rest of my day. i had a lot of fun with 3other girls. it was fun. working is finally fun.

saw scary movie3 with Ro and lori today. it sux. a lot of predictable scenes.... i'd rather watch something else. anyway, had dinner at nobu's. then head back to Ro's place to hang out for some more. we talked the whole time. sharing lots of moments that we've missed from each other's life. talked shit about others, funny stuff, and what troubles/d us. her house looks so cute and warm and her housemates are much friendlier. si-young is cute..hehe, even her monkey chopsticks. heard a shocking and disturbing fact from Ro about our friends that I HAVE NEVER IMAGINED. very disturbing and am glad that i didnt find out till now or else i'd have stopped being fds with them a long time ago. sigh...i tried giving a friend my heart a few times but always felt that we are missing a connection. NOW I KNOW WHAT THAT SHIT IS.

gonna study tonight.

almost ran over an old man in downtown Davis 2days ago. he just came out of nowhere. or, i was such a careless driver =( horrible me~

been watching queer as folk on DVD. it's pretty good despite the rated R portion of the series. i think there's a lot of points and diff perspectives they wanna share with us. mike's mom is awesome and so super-supportive of him and his choice. it's just very cute to see how she protects and be proud of his son.

weekend is finally here!!! i'm gonna study my ass off on EXB then work on a bit on chem. i realized i've forgotten all organic chem i've learnt 6months ago >_____<

oh, got my second paycheck! =D not that i need it but it's great to see something in return after working everyday for it. going to see "scary movie3", been waiting for it! ^^ need to get some good laughs. oh, Ro is coming with us. ever since i logged onto friendster and written a few testimonials for a few friends and i guess some of my words were a bit sentimental and perhaps touched their hearts ^^ so it sorta brings the friendship a bit closer or shall i rephrase, it helps to remind us of such friendships that we've forgotten somehow.

awwww, my hubby made it on the UCB newspaper. http://www.dailycal.org/article.php?id=13223

we bought the new baby guinea pig today in the morning ^^ he's cute. we held him for a few minutes and he was just squeaking in fear for a while as we pet him. wont be healthy and weaned till next week =) need to shop for a new cage for him also. i finished reading one chapter for EXB last night in 15mins. good work!

this song is great! sang by a new rising group of teens in HK- sky- pocket sized-lover lyric here

finally signed up for friendster. was under peer pressure =\ why did i even let they control me anyway?! ooh, i'm finally doing better at work! altho they still think i need more time on practicing my speed of packaging but who cares!? i finally memorized the ingredients for the right order! ^_^

didnt read the 3chapters i promised to finish by the weekend, maybe i'll finish one chapter tonite. lori is going to get a new guinea pig, we are naming him, PoPo (bao bao) (literally translation in chinese: treasure or infant) we already met him today, he's only 2weeks old. sooo tiny and cute. tri-colored one. with brown on his head, a lot of white and a little dark brown spot. baby guinea pigs look really funky...

spent my entire saturday at the wedding ceremony and banquet. everyone was exhausted. the food is ok, better than the chinese food i've had. love the roses. they were everywhere at the wedding. (aww, all kinds of colors too)

i'm still recovering from the lack of rest on friday... fell asleep during sermon again..so was my bro ^^||| it's genetic! it's not my fault =P hehe anyway, then met up with lori and her mom for lunch. seafood harbor is good! decent dim sum in cali! then we went to ikea and grocery shopping. lori made an elegant dinner ^^ steamed shrimp with garlic and salmon sashimi. looooove salmon.

TIRED!!! had 4hours of sleep cuz i had a chem midterm today. hmmm, not sure about how i did though cuz i really didnt prepare much for it >_< sigh, so i'll study hard for exercise bio class this weekend! i promise! (plus, it seems to be a fun class anyway~ ^^ )
i'm surprised that i survived without taking naps today with 4hours of rest last nite. usually i dont feel fully energized with 7 hours of sleep the nite before. i guess i can withstand once-a-while-staying-up-late. ok.. if u ever need me, find me in my cozy and comfy bed.

quite a few things happened. i dont even know where to start or should i even publish it? so lets forget it.

i was quite disappointed when it happened again. i've always had confidence in you. the trust used to be real strong. it didnt upset me anymore cuz i learned and changed my attitude and way in dealing with it. did you? i suppressed my disappointment and handled it with a more positive attitude that i'd never have done in an argument before. i really hope that my improving means something to you too.

i'm so tired.... hate chem.. chem 8B is easy but i think i should've started preparing for it earlier. like not the night before midterm, hehe ^^||| yup, got a few more pages to read =( soooo sleepy. i will never major in chem, lori. good for you tho but i still cant wait to be finally done with chem.

have a great weekend, everyone! i'm going home and going to a wedding dinner of a friend's on sat. what to wear that evening been troubling me ^^||| yes, i'll finally dress more mature or not sporty.

oooh, good news! i'm getting my first pay check from taco bell! =D oooh, another thing worth to mention, i'm finally doing great today at work. finally memorize how to make everything on the menu ^_* finally! and i'm not the slowest there! trust me...

sorry, havent had the time to sit down and recall what had happened in my life recently...
saw "intolerable cruelty", didnt love it but it sure was an above-average movie. george clooney is hot!!! yes, i think i'm less gay cuz i'm actually checking out guys now. i used to score like 65% on the gay test on emode.com.

i'm seriously behind in all of my classes and i'm only taking 3. =( have chem midterm but i have forgotten most of O-chem in the past 6months. ooh, i finally had my first crunchy taco today. it was good! i never knew that they taste good ^^ i guess i was too hungry when i had it today. quite exhausted today. glad that i asked for a day off. tuesday is crazy, dont like tuesdays. sedexho is actually a great company. i guess thats how it recruits new employees and keeps current employees.

exercise bio 102 is actually a sport psychology class. it's internesting to know how coaches and athletes apply sport psyc to improve their performances. it brought back a lot of memories, esp. those happened on my tennis team. i wish that i wasnt so quiet and inactive back then. anyway, did a meyer-briggs personality test and found out that i'm an introvert! lori cracked up when i told her o_o hmmm. yeah, i always wish to be an extrovert. anyway, i'm an INTJ for ur detailed information. "usually have original minds and great drive for their own ieas and purposes. in fields that appeal to them, they have a fine power to organize a job and carry i tthrough with or without help. skeptical, critical, independent, determined, sometimes stubborn. must learn to yield less important points in order to win the most important."
well, a few of my close fds would also include that i'm a warm-hearted person. (i hope)
k, gotta catch some sleep now. didnt even study as what i planned. =(

oohhh, saw about 8 new born guinea pigs over the weekend. THEY WERE SO ADORABLE. they just melted my heart. i havent felt this way for cute little creatures for a long time. hehe, i poked a few of them and they were in shock for a moment and ran away. why havent i heard of guinea pigs when i was a kid before???? bebe was over for the weekend until today her owner finally wants her back. hehe, she had a great time with us and DoDo. being able to hear her squeak every morning is good. it's like she actually cares and wants our attention. awwww, cute cute guinea pigs.

yup, so we are together for 16months now =D never had a stable relationship before. the longest was 6months. i'm looking forward to telling my friends that we are together for 2years in the future, etc... ^___^ aww...
oh, so i got the job offer at taco bell on campus. no need to drop by to say hi though. i'd feel awkward. but ofcourse, i'd still greet you as a customer =) ever since i got the job offer, i promised to myself that i wont be too shy or too timid with my co-workers. cuz usually ppl hate me (or not like me) cuz i'm too quiet (therefore, different from them) and not fun to work with. at least i try to be very friendly and courteous on my first day. made an effort to ask them for their names and introduce myself. i think i'm picking it up pretty quickly tho... just give me 2more weeks then i'll know it better than the chihuahua ^_*

plans for this weekend and next week: schedule my time more efficiently, study, do hw, study and study! =( dont want to get bad grades again.

finally had steak that i've been craving for months. and this time was super yummy!! i dont know how our 1-hr marinating of white pepper, salt, and garlic powder did the magic. tonight's dinner just tasted so good. even better than the steaks i used to have last year. i cant live without meat in my meals. yes, i'm a carnivore. not an extreme one though.
so i couldnt get up for church today cuz i slept late last night =( saw the hot chick last night. it's very cute. it's more than just a comedy. throughout the day, i still get flashbacks of the Gia. especially after we found out that it's a true story and we even found pics of the real Gia. she's a legend.

finally got a bit studying done tonight. oh shit, a quiz on tuesday on physics =\ i think it's easier to flunk a total of 8 quizzes throughout 12 weeks and ace the final at the end.

davis is finally cooling down to a point that i need a sweater at night =\ it's gonna rain endlessly in a month or two =( hate that weather in davis.

finally rented the famous Gia movie. it's great! i cried =( it's so touching... angelina jolie is so pretty~ the story is great...and it's also a true story. check it out if u have a chance. it's not only a film that contains lesbian content. it is a great film. (i rarely cry for movies).

yay~ it's finally weekend! no more school ^_^ i finally get to have some free time where i can sit and study. yes, i finally feel like studying. isnt that great? i usually cant be in this kind of mood until finals ^^|||

after the fight Lori and I had a few days ago about my new job, we finally talked it over and matured our relationship a little more. i do love her. it's just that sometime knowing how much she loves me makes me forget how much i love her. it doesnt make sense huh? haha.. ^^|| it's just me. it's like there's a time when i was trying a new roller coaster with my bro's coworker, i was very nervous cuz i'm not the crazy type that tries all roller coasters. then my bro's coworker was even more scared than i am.. she started screaming before the roller coaster even started. then i just started laughing while she was screaming all the way until the roller coaster stopped. i just totallly forgot to scare cuz someone near me was a lot more scared than i was.

only had 2classes today but am quite tired throughout the day. i really need to sleep earlier at night from now on. i now have 2alarm clocks for me in the morning. ofcourse, i'm more than happy to miss my classes "by accident"... but i seem to get up on time for the bus =\ gotta try harder (to sleep earlier or to just skip the class the next day, hehe)
lori was quite depressed today cuz she has classes from 8am-4pm. as i was home for my 4hrs-gap, i wrote her a short letter and glued my pic next to hers with short phrases (not i love u, etc). hehe.. then i went to class at 4pm and she arrived home after 4pm and explored the surprises. just wanted to cheer her up by showing a little more love. she told me later that she cried upon my words. hahaha... trust me, she'll re-read that for 100+ times in the future. i havent said anything sweet for like months. hey, i dont express it but it doesnt mean that i cannot be sweet! =D sounding too gay for u? sorry..but i'm in a good mood! lori is actually sleeping (turning a nap into sleep) so i get to go online with her computer and working on my physics hw and chatting with an important friend ^_*
i have more new pics to upload but lori just wont upload them for me!! argh~ so all my fans out there, sorry for the wait. (hi, Lynn *muahahah*)

aaron's new album is good!

just chatted with an UCD alumnus and also one of my butch fds whom i've known for yrs. we were never close but we still keep in touch once a while. i'm happy for her cuz she's living happily now with her gf. it's great to know how sweet they are ^^ and how long they've waited for each other. that sorta led me to thinking, living with my gf is like a dream-come-true to everyone in the circle; why dont i have the passion or eagerness in this? why do i always forget to appreciate and cherish? i guess i'd only cry if Lori leaves me one day. i just wont feel it when she's so available for me. sigh, spoiled me.

nothing much. back to school. had my first physics lecture today and fell asleep half of the time and i wasnt the only one. exb is kinda boring too. altho the prof tried very hard to make it interesting but i guess 2hr-lecture is too long. a lot of people dozed off. davis has cooled down a lot! thats great! ooh, the bus stop is like 10secs away from my house..haha..it's great to know that i no longer need to walk 8mins to get to a bus stop. altho i can hear clearly if buses are outside my house or just passing by or not.. =\ still havent seen all of my old classmates and friends on campus.. the campus is filled with new and young faces ^^ it's cute to see them with campus maps like i once did.