A three year long relationship ended on bad terms. Five years later I'm still hit by anger, unforgiveness, sadness, frustration, and bitterness.

Indeed I'm frustrated that I've not overcome the hurts, I've spent 5 years to heal a 3-year relationship, I'm angry with myself for not letting go after years of prayers and commitment in Christ.

Ahhhhhhhh

This week I learn that Christ welcomes me and is eager to see me, as I go to Him with my weaknesses, anger, sadness, brokenness, unforgiveness, frustration, hurts. He loves me the same!!! I'm slowly grasping this full acceptance of a failing me, a broken me, flawed me. Why, Lord, that You care this much?

I had a dream that I was in HK and I met up with K.
I was quite happy to see her and I was tempted to kiss her.
Later on I ran into my 6th grade teacher and all of my primary classmates and they were here to see me. I knew K coordinated this all. I was very touched that she would do so much to bring everyone out to see me. I didn't want to wake up but I was late to work!
It was difficult to leave K and the good time with my classmates.